Title: The World Is Ugly Rating: 16+ ; Sex, Violence Summary: Frank has a secret, and so does Gerard. And Mikey knows them both. Genre: Romance, Drama. Disclaimer: I don't know or own any of My Chemical Romance ~ Chapter Index- This post - Chapter 1 The World Is Ugly Chapter 2 - The Sharpest Lives Are The Deadliest To Lead (Page 1) Chapter 3 - Because The Drugs Never Work (Page 1) Chapter 4 - The Only Hope For Me Is You - And I Mean That (Page 1) Chapter 5 - Demolition Lovers (Page 1) The pure, vacant look in his eyes told me there was something wrong. "You okay?" I asked him as he sat just infront of me, on the sofa - he was shaking slightly, but hey, the only liquid in our house is coffee so that wasn't exactly unusual. He simply nodded after a pause of what seemed like forever. I nodded vaguely in return and stood up. My legs hurt from kneeling on the ground. "I'm gonna follow Gee's example and go to bed now. You coming?" He smiled at me. "Mikey I've told you before - I'm not sleeping with you." "oh haha, seriously?" The smile vanished. "Yeah, sure. Just give me two seconds there's some stuff I need to do first." I didn't know if he was being ambiguous on purpose or not. "Don't do anything stupid Frank." He didn't move. I sighed and made my way to the room next to the bathroom - i.e, my bedroom. As I sunk under the unicorn clad duvet (don't ask) I prayed to god he would be okay. My dreams shattered and my eyes forced themselves open. "I hate that fucking alarm clock so fucking much!!" I vented to myself. I looked at the flashing red digits on the front of the useless thing - 5:43 am. "Uuuugghghhhuurrghaaaaaaa" I moaned in irritation. In doing so I rolled of the side of my bed. It hurt but I was kinda used to it so I didn't really feel it. Well I'm awake now.. I thought to myself. I opened the door and turned to use the bathroom, but as I began to open the door a bright light burned my eyes. The door was still ajar yet hardly open so I didn't exactly look on purpose - I just saw. And I didn't like what I saw, in fact it made me sick. The pills were in his hand. I could tell they were Gerard's...stuff because the drawer he thinks nobody knows about that he keeps them in was open, but I didn't know what the stuff actually was. I didn't know what to do, I couldn't think straight, so don't tell me I should have gone in and stopped him. Because I know nothing would be different, I would never have been able to change anything. So in my panic I went back into my room. I sat on the bed and calmed myself down, it only took me a few seconds, but I still didn't know what to do. I found myself walking towards Gerard's room, out of all the people in the world this would upset him the most - but i had to do something. I could hear him snoring before I opened the door. He opened his eyes just as I was about to wake him up, he always did that. "This better be important - and you didn't even bring me coffee!" He joked. I didn't smile. "What?" He lokoed positively worried now, I obviously wasn't keeping my fear well hidden. "What's wrong? Mikey seriously..." "It's.." I looked at him, his toxic green brown eyes were wide and sparkling. His lips were pale, thin and seperated slightly. His skin was pure white, contrasting with the darkness of his thick black hair, hiding half of his face. He was so innocent, so oblivious. I couldn't do this... "It's....Frank." He stiffened, but the look on his face didn't change - it was the kind of look where you can tell someone is thinking, but you can't tell what about, or what they are feeling. Suddenly there was a blood-curdling thump, the sound echoed in my ears. Gerard looked at me in desperation his eyes pleading me. I didn't know whether to run or stay. I just hoped it wasn't what I thought it was.