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God dammit Amy, we're not kids any more.
You can't just keep waltzing out of my life,
Leaving clothes on my bedroom floor,
Like nothing really matters, like pain doesn't hurt.
You should be more to me by now than just heartbreak in a short skirt.

You kind of remind me of scars on my arms that I made when I was a kid,
With a disassembled disposable razor I stole from my dad,
When I thought that suffering was something profound,
That weighed down on wise heads,
And not just something to be avoided,
Something normal people dread.

 

So long to all of my friends
Everyone of them met tragic ends

 

Im not a hipster but I can make your hips stir

 

Me, I'd let the panic ride
And pin it on the wall

Feels better to be lost
Than having felt the choice
For so long

 

Look at me, oh,
Look at me;
Is this the way I'll always be?
Oh no.

 

You ask who you love and you don't know, no, do you?
The spirit of God just passes right through you.
You gave away heaven handed right to you
And I can see it all. Tell me, is it true?
Kiss me, my darling. Darling, I need you.

Where do we go?
We go, oh, Lord, I don't know
Where we go?
We don't know
I don't,

 

Ecstasy's got me standing next to you
Getting sentimental as fuck, spilling guts to you
We just met, but I think I'm in love with you
But you're on it too, so you tell me you love me too
Wake up in the morning like yeah, what'd the fuck we do?
I gotta go bitch, you know I got stuff to do
'Cause if I get caught cheating then I'm stuck with you

 

Manic depression is touching my soul
I know what I want but I just don't know
How to, go about gettin' it
Feeling sweet feeling,
Drops from my fingers, fingers
Manic depression is catchin' my soul

Woman so weary, the sweet cause in vain
You make love, you break love
It's all the same
When it's, when it's over, mama
Music, sweet music
I wish I could caress, caress, caress
Manic depression is a frustrating mess

Well, I think I'll go turn myself off,
And go on down
All the way down
Really ain't no use in me hanging around
In your kinda scene

Music, sweet music
I wish I could caress, caress, caress
Manic depression is a frustrating mess

 

Like a little girl crying in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams,
Is there anyone out there? 'Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe.

 

Let's scream, there's nothing left​

So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore​

The thought of you's no fucking fun​

You want a martyr I'll be one​

Because enough's enough, we're done​

You told me think about it, well I did​

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore​

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want​

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor​

Imagine living like a king someday​

A single night without a ghost in the walls​

And if the bass shakes the earth underground​

We'll start a new revolution now​

Hail Mary, forgive me​

Blood for blood, hearts beating​

Come at me, now this is war!​

Fuck with this new beat.​

 

So tell me what your best friend knows, that I don't know

 

I'm only truly happy if I know she loves me so.

 

Won't you, come see about me.
I'll be alone, dancing and you know it, baby

 

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for this feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

 

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
It's the wrong time she's pulling me through
It's a small crime and I've got no excuse
Is that alright?
[I give my gun away when it's loaded]
Is that alright?
[If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it]
Is that alright?
[I give my gun away when it's loaded]
Is that alright
[Is that alright with you?]

 

Cause every time I ran, I ran to you
I meant it every time I said I loved you
I kiss the thought of you and I
I still regret the day that we said goodbye

And do you think of me at night?
I still wish we could've made it right
But we can't say that we never tried
I guess everything seems more clear here on the other side

 

And I will stumble and I will fall
I'm just learning to love
Just starting to crawl