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Super jealous!

I'm failing school and I don't even mind.

 

I miss it here.

 

My life is so screwed up right now. I wish I could put it all out here, but I can't. It's just too much. Medical problems, mental health problems, legal issues, and least of all my letting my writing slip away from me. And the one person I talk to about all of it I haven't hardly talked to in months. But I'm making it, one day at a time, without any self destructive/harming behaviors.

 

^Sometimes, a day at a time is all you can do and it sounds like you're doing it pretty well. Keep going and soon you'll turn around and find you've climbed a mountain.

 

^Totally awesome advice. I really love it

 

I've become some kind of sexual deviant, and I don't even care.

 

I'm moving on Sunday and I just started packing. Lucky for me the house is furnished.

 

Welp, I've been diagnosed bipolar now. lets see if these meds help.

 

I miss all of you so much! I wish for just one day of all of us on here cutting up like we used to do.

Oh my gosh, I don't think I ever posted it here, but... I MET GERARD! He came to a con near me, and I shook his hand, chatted for a minute, and he signed my comic books!

 

He was simply amazing! His hands are so soft, and my tiny hand was lost in his. Haha! He gave me his undivided attention and looked me eye to eye while we talked. I went to the convention for my anniversary with my husband, and Gerard wished us a happy anniversary. And he kind of smiled at me the entire time, like he was just happy to be meeting me. When he signed my comic books, he made sure he spelled my name right. Oh my god, I just wanted to hug him so bad because he was truly just so humble and sweet and fucking amazing! (I posted a pic of one of my comics he signed and another of him talking to me. See they way he looks at you?! It's incredible!)

 

I met MCR on my wedding anniversary, Right when Danger Days came out, haha. (I was pregnant with Wes then, too!)

 

Did you get to talk with him? The signing was a charity event for the children's hospital, so with each ticket purchased (you could get up to three) we each got several minutes to chat, not just rushed through. I only bought one; I couldn't afford more after all the other expenses, like hotel, food, convention admission, gas, etc. I spent not quite $2k to meet him, everything included. It was SO worth it!