Discussion in 'General Off Topic' started by Lokeriel, Nov 5, 2010.
Ugh, so dizzy I van barely fubction.
Sitting around reminiscing on concert experiences. God I miss My Chem.
^Haha, the kids have been really in to My Chem lately. Chloe recently became familiar with the concept of concerts, and told me that she want to see My Chem. I told her she couldn't, because they weren't a band anymore, and oh man, she acted like it was the end of her little world.
I think I'm falling really hard for Tina. It's ridiculous to say the least. She. Is. STRAIGHT. Plus, look at me. She'll never want me. I need to get over this.
But when she talks to me, ugh. And when we make eye contact, my heart.
All her "are you okay" texts. Her quick offer to take me home. "I don't like girls that much." Constantly making contact with me.
I just. I'm not even sure what it is. And it's also everything. She's breaking me down and all she wants is friendship but I can't stop.
Summer recess is here. I passed my first year of uni, and I really need some free time.
Got blackout drunk, made an ass out of myself, and made some people uncomfortable. Time to wallow in a pool of self loathing, and take a hiatus from drinking.
Cleaned up my room. Took me five days! Threw away a lot of junk. I'm proud of myself.
The best part of my day was sitting there on those stairs. I may have complained about them being sticky but the company was perfect. I love that she shared a cig with me. It seems like something she likes to keep to herself; and we sat there and did it together and talked. I loved it. My heart felt good.
During the movie I couldn't stop thinking about holding her hand. I wish her awkward positions meant she was thinking the same thing. Ugh.
This isn't right.
It's August and I'm wearing a SWEATER.
This past year has been me desperately wanting to get out of here.
I NEED MONEY. Now.
Also, HELLO. It's always good to be back
Ugh, I've had this headache for like a week. I want to like, pull out my brain and hit it against the wall a few times.
Need to get my hiney in gear and get to work.
Going to live together with the BF in February. :-D
Holy crap, I made money off of art. I'm fxcking amazed right now.
I'm so incredibly unhappy
So much uni stress.
Being back on here makes me feel strangely vulnerable. Like I'm 15 and unsure of everything. Very, very odd!
All the old posts are still on the site, so you could read back in time!
I feel like I'm not motivated anymore do to school stuff, which sucks.
It took 7 years for me to meet Richard and Kate, and 3 days for me to realise that we didn't take any photos of said meeting.
YOU MET RICHARD AND KATE?!
Omg I've never met someone from the forum (I believe. Sorry if I had met someone and I totally forgot).
Separate names with a comma.