Ohaaaidere thread number 3. IT'S FRIDAY NIGHT AND I'M NOT OUT GOD DAMMIT. This is no different to usual. but. yeah. -sadface-
Ha, new Let It Out thread, sweet. - Ahh, it feels like we're drifting away from each other. I suppose it was bound to happen. lol I want to get "Grown Ups" xD
I HAVE NO HUSBAND. Who cares about a new thread when there are NO HUSBANDS OUT THEREE?!?!?!??! /wine-drinking brings out the best in me :}
A new thread? What is this? -- My night was shitty. THEN I CAME HOME AND MY SLYTHERIN BEANIE ARRIVED. /WEARING IT RIGHT NOW /NEVER TAKING IT OFF
I just want to feel good for once. It's so fucking terrible feeling sick and stressed out all the time.
My head is seriously about to explode. I feel completely numb emotionally. I can't do a fucking thing in a house where I pay rent and my perfect pregnant little sister gets to sit around doing nothing and being a giant fucking bitch 24/7. I hate everything right now and need to get the hell out, but I have nowhere else to go. I feel so trapped, and there is nothing I can do about it. FUCK.
Just feels like, nothing even matters, so why am I here? It's all so absurd. Go read depressing Anne Sexton poetry? Watch Get Him to the Greek again and try to laugh my way out of it? Who even fucking cares? And why would my psychiatrist think I'm not going to have these problems when I'm 25? How does he know? I've had them all my life, and they're getting worse, not better.
This reminds me of a huge conversation I had yesterday with my friend Amy. We were talking about how awesome my wedding is gonna be and how we have to plan it straight away until Sam said 'Kirsty, you need a husband first.' FML. But I will have an awesome wedding. 8D
My mother is just gihjsdkg i cant seriously be expected to buy 6 christmas presents up to 'her standard' with only £20 quid.