Hi I'm Katelynn...I'm new to this site...the other site I was posting my story on got deleted...but anywho...let me know if you like my story or not... Chapter 1 "Gerard come on open up!" Mikey screamed, banging on Gerard's bedroom door. "Mikey leave me alone! I dont want to talk to anyone right now!" Gerard screamed back, not moving from where he was sitting on the floor of his room. "Gerard you've got to come out, you've been in there for three and a half days, I'm worried about you!" Mikey said, voice quivering. "Don't worry about me, I'm f**king fine, I just want to be left alone" Gerard yelled. "You've been alone Gerard! No one has bothered you! Now people are getting worried, people are asking me where you are and I have to keep lying and saying you're fine when you're not! I haven't seen my own brother in almost four days! But if you want to be left alone then fine, I'll leave you alone!" Mikey screamed, stomping off down the hall. 'I hate ignoring him like this, and worrying him, but I dont want him, or anyone else for that matter, seeing me like this...ever since what happened I haven't been able to look at myself, when I look in the mirror I hate what I see...' Gerard thought. -Flashback- "Gerard...how's it going man? Haven't seen you in a while" Kevin said, patting him on the back. 'f**k, f**k...don't talk to him Gerard...maybe he'll leave you alone' Gerard thought, not looking up from his gym locker. "Hey Gerard...I asked you a question " Kevin said, tightening his grip on the back of Gerard's neck. "I'm fine" Gerard mumbled, still not looking up from where his locker. "You're fine eh?" Kevin said, pulling him up by his shirt and slamming him against the lockers, "When you speak to me Gerard Way you look me in the eyes got it?" he said through gritted teeth. "Why should I? It's not like you're my friend or anything" Gerard said, avoiding eye contact. "Because I can beat the living poop out of a pansy like you that's why" Kevin said, putting his hands around Gerard's throat. "Okay, okay put me down" Gerard said, pulling at Kevin's arm. "You really expect me to take it easy on you when you disrespect me? You've got another thing coming Way" Kevin said, taking his hands away from Gerard's throat, only to punch him in the stomach. Gerard groaned and hunched over. "Hurts don't it? Yeah...I thought so" Kevin said, watching as Gerard fell to the ground, holding his stomach. "Gerard I swear to god if you disrespect me anymore you wont have any breaths left in that pathetic body of yours" Kevin said as he walked out of the locker room. -End Flashback- "Gerard honey, please come out" Elena said, knocking on Gerard's door lightly. "No Grandma, I know Mikey sent you to come and get me, but I'm not coming out" Gerard said. "If you dont want to come out, then can I at least come in?" she asked. 'No...I dont want her seeing me like this' Gerard thought. -Flashback- "Way! Get your butt over here!" Kevin shouted, a group of his friends with him. "And if I dont?" Gerard said, not turning to look at him. "I told you about disrespecting me Way, I told you and you still continue to do it? How dumb are you?" Kevin asked, walking up to Gerard, followed by hiw group of friends. "Honestly I dont think you disserve respect, why do you keep bothering me? I mean there are hundreds of other people in this school and you pick me to bother" Gerard said, finally looking at him. "Because look at you, you wear black all the time, you wear eyeliner, what the f**k is with that? You dont disserve to live" Kevin said, stepping towards him. 'Oh f**k here it comes' Gerard thought, closing his eyes as Kevin and his friends beat him repeatedly. When the beatings finally stopped Gerard opened his eyes, no one was there, but as he looked around he saw blood all over the floor, his blood. He was bleeding from his mouth and his nose, bruises covered his body. 'I've got to get home, I dont want anyone seeing me like this' Gerard thouht, attempting to stand up. Gerard grabbed the rail beside him to help himself up, only to have his knees buckle from beneath him as he fell again. 'Maybe if I lay here long enough I'll die from starvation, or I'll be trampled to death from people changing classes' he thought as he lay there, staring at the exit. 'No, I'm not going down like this' he thought, getting up again and walking down the hall towards the exit. Just as he opened the door leaving the school he heard a voice behind him, "Where do you think you're going?" 'f**k...' Gerard thought. "Um...I left something at home Mikey.." Gerard said, not turning around. "Alright..you better be back before lunch, I'll be waiting" Mikey said, walking the other way down the hall. Gerard made his way down the front steps of the school and into the parking lot. 'Ugh....I don't feel so great...' Gerard thought, bending over and holding his stomach. He began throwing up blood from being kicked repeatedly in the stomach by Kevin and his friends. "Well...that's not good" Gerard said, when he finished throwing up. -End Flashback- "Gerard? Can I come in?" Elena asked, snapping Gerard out of his thoughts. "No...I just want to be alone...I'll be fine really..." Gerard said, "Okay...let me know if you need anything" she said as she left. 'God it felt even worse lying to her' Gerard thought as he crawled into his bad and drifted off to sleep.