Dormant..

and for those of you who dont know what that means, I'm done. Gone, vanished, dissapeared.

Theres a slight chance I'll come back on once in a while, to check on fanfics.

A Member Of Thee Brian Basher Crew
ALEX IS MY FUCK BUDDY =D=D

" I want these gentle hands...
And this kind smile...
Even though I should not want such a thing."

Three



I skipped down the hall in high spirits then I had getting off the train. Friends have that affect on me. That was the only time I could be me, when I was around my friends. When I was with Janet I was either a complete bitch or when she as having a dinner party I was a sweet young lady. I saw no reason to be sullen around people who did nothing to deserve it.

"Where's the fire?" called our are teacher Mr. Macy. He was you average teacher... With a spiky rainbow moehawk. I totally know what you thinking! who the hell would hire a dude with a rainbow moehawk to be an art professor? Thats New Fucking York for ya bitches!

I skidded to a halt and turned around to hug Mr. Macy around the middle, seeing as thats the only part of him I could reach. He was my favorite teacher bar none!

"In you classroom!" I said excitedly "I can't wait to show you what I wrote and drew!"

His face lit up and he grabbed my hand at started running down the hall. He was also my most hyper teacher, always excited to see my new work, always eager to help make us better people in anyway he could.

"Soooo...?" he said once we where in the classroom with everyone else. We all took the hint and pulled out our work. As long as it was some form of art he didn't care what we turned in.

I grabbed my messenger bag and pulled out a short story about a girl and a her dying vampire lover and my sketch book with a guitar in a coffin.

I ran to the front to show Mr. Macy my work and rocked back and forth on my heels waiting to see what he said. A small frown creased between his eyebrows as he read and looked at the picture.

"Li this is..." his frown deepened for a fraction of a second before his face broke into the biggest smiled I'd seen yet "The most amazing thing I've read in a long time!"

I let out a small sigh of relief and smiled back "I'm glad you like it!" He smiled again and told me it was amazing before sending me back to my seat. Most people would have thought my work was dark and to angsty to be healthy but not Mr. Macy.

He was different then most teachers, letting you figure out stuff for yourself and just barely nudging you in the right direction.

"Now class for you next assignment I want something Victorian, 18th centuryish and I want it in two weeks!" he shooed us out of the classroom and I went to find Ryan, Mandy and Denice

"Have I ever told you how much I hate history?" said Mandy very loudly. I sighed. This was going to be another long rant I could tell. I nodded in agreement and let her vent wile Denice and Ryan stared off into space with black expressions as Mandy went on and on.

"And another thing!" she shouted, Ryan let out a deep sigh and Mandy glared at him. She thought better of her self then shut her mouth and muttered a never mind, looking dejected.

Denice giggled and pulled her into a hug.

"Well I'll see you guys later!" I said pulling everyone into a group hug "I want to get home before it starts raining any harder."

I walked down the steps and started off down the rain soaked street. When I was back in Jersey I would dance in the rain with my mom... I used to love dancing but my love for it died after she did.

I walked passed an ally way and heard a loud meow and then a hiss before a black cat was chased out by a white one. I knelt down next to the black cat and started stoking her wet black fur, speaking softly to her.

"You're a pretty aren't you?" I asked softly. The white cat hissed from the ally way, it's fur standing on end and its tail twitching as it prowled back and forth "But very misunderstood. Nobody loves the black sheep..."

The pair of green eyes stared back at me with a knowing gleam. I smiled as she purred and rubbed against my legs.

I stood up brushing the wet cat hair off my hand and making my way back down the street, if possible more soaked then before. I waited in the pouring rain for twenty more minuets before train finely showed up.

I wiped my running nose on my sleeve and boarded the train to find it filled with loud obnoxious teenagers. I managed to find the seat I was in earlier and duck almost to late as a backpack flew over my head and a group of girls ran screaming and giggling from a few jocks.

I rolled my eyes and stared out my window. A few minuets later I heard more giggling and I looked over to see the girls staring about me, whispering and pointing at me. I sent them a look that clearly with a painful death and looked out the window again with a scowl on my face.

"Hey emo." came a sly, bitchy voice. I sent another glare at them. So did the man with the sunglasses, at least I'm pretty sure he did, a line creased in between his eyebrows and the frown on his small lips.

"Emo, how much eyeliner do you go through everyday?" I stared out the window and tried to wait for the train to stop.

"I'm talking to you!" said the blond Barbie getting up and strutting over to me. The doors opened and I bolted outside in the rain. It was a long walk back to the condo, longer then the walk to the train station.

I dreaded what Janet would order be to do today. Knowing her it would be something like washing her Persian cat Sophie. The last time I gave her a bath I had to get stitches in my arms and a tetanus shot.

I hurried up the steps and pulled the door handle to find it was locked 'This is not fucking happening to me!' My mind screamed. I ran my hands angrily through my hair and tried to open the door again thinking it might magically open.

I let out a frustrated cry and banged on the door "Open the fuck up!" After moments of silence I slumped over to the window and looked through it. all the lights where off that I could see. I slammed my fist into the window and cursed.

Sinking down on the ground in front of the door I sat in the rain with my head on my knee's looking very much... Emo.


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I'm so glad you guys like it so far!

Dormant..

and for those of you who dont know what that means, I'm done. Gone, vanished, dissapeared.

Theres a slight chance I'll come back on once in a while, to check on fanfics.