Staring straight at my heart [Frerard] - Page 2 - The Black Parade

han · 01-10-2008, 12:09 PM

dont go!!!!!!!!

Tara · 01-10-2008, 03:53 PM

I wish i could make this more exciting, it's so boringgggggggggg

Part 3 or 4 or whatever, who cares:
I threw the ball again catching it in my cupped hands. It was no use. I sat on my bed again crossed legs staring at the coat hanging from my chair. I needed to take it back to him, I needed to hear his voice.

I picked up the jacket and lay it carefully on the bed. It smelt just like him. I carefully placed my hand in the left pocket pulling out what seemed to be a delicately folded peice of A4 paper. I opened it up running my finger tip slowly across the blue hand writing scrolled upon the paper. This address wasn't that far away, more importantly, it was Gerards.

I turned the paper over and my mouth dropped as I slowly gasped. The most beautiful picture I'd ever seen. How did he make me look so flawless? I was stood wearing the misfits t-shirt I'd been looking at in the shop, my black ripped jeans and converse. I knew what I had to do.

I stood up grabbing the jacket and paper and ran down the stairs. I shoved my converse on and slammed the door behind me. I don't think I've ever ran so fast in my life. I didn't take in the scenary. All I could do was think about what I was going to say, but it was no use. No words seem to fit perfectly, no sentance made sense, I wasn't flawless like his picture. I was just me. My running slowed. I was just the same boy I'd been my whole life. Never been in love, never had friends. My saunter stopped to a hault. Why would anybody be interested in me?

I fell on the grass next to me pulling my knees close to my chest and pulled the picture out my pocket, it was still crisply folded and looked so perfect. I opened it up again. Why couldn't that be me? The perfect person in the picture, that wasn't me. A tear slowly slid it's way down my cheek dropping to the page, crashing like rain. I quickly wiped me eyes. It was no use, I'd simply ring the bell and leave the coat on the doorstep.

The best plan...

flawless.

SavannahLove · 01-10-2008, 06:03 PM

Awwwwh! It Almost Made Me cryyyy.

<33333
Moooore Sooon!!!

Tara · 01-10-2008, 06:49 PM

Thankyou. =D I usually write this at school but I got boreddddd.

Part 5:
I dragged myself up from the grass and began to run, my converse soles tapping against the sidewalk. Then I saw it. The house was bigger than I had expected. I made my way slowly up the drive way and up to the door but I couldn't help it. My shaking fingers reached for the doorbell before I could even stop them. My eyes shut, I knew I had to speak from my heart.
The door squeaked open and I hurried my words out.

'Gerard, ever since I laid my eyes upon you I thought you were truely gorgous. You have the most amazing hazel eyes I have ever seen and the softest touch. I wanted that kiss to happen and I never wanted it to stop. I think I...' my words were broken by a giggle from the door way. I looked up and infront of me stood a tall girl with blonde hair wearing glasses.
'Im guessing you want to speak to Gerard'. She giggled again and shouted Gerard into thin air.

'Just forget it I said' dropping the coat and running back down the drive way. The words kept spiralling through my head. I can't believe I just said all that, it was the right thing to say but to the wrong person. There was no way I could ever repeat that. Why was I an idiot? I ran faster than what I had came forgetting the way to my own house. I couldn't concerntate. My feet just kept moving and moving, faster and faster although I didn't seem to be getting anywhere but I wanted to get away, I needed to get away. I was stopped.

I fell backwards hitting the pavement hard. I raised my gaze and there in front of me stood Tom, the guy that had been picking on me since I started school.

'Going somewhere?' he asked me.

'No' I murmered back trying to wipe the dust off me.

'Ohhh, sorry about that' he said, offering me his hand. I foolishly took it.

He pulled me up kneeing me in the stomach several times. I crashed to the ground winded, rolled over clenching my stomach. I couldn't breath.

He kicked me again in the face before walking off down the street shouting 'Frank Iero, much worst is coming' with his back to me.

I stayed, clenched with my eyes closed, blood dripping down my face. I wanted the world to dissappear. I wanted everything to just dissappear.
Faintly I heard footsteps running towards me shouting my name. I recognised that voice.

I wished it was Gerard's.

But my wishes never came true.

SavannahLove · 01-10-2008, 08:53 PM

omg omg omg!!!! CANT STOP THHERE!!!!

efffing Tom.......*mumbles profanities*

moooooore sooooon.<333

something · 01-11-2008, 01:18 AM

Omg go help him gee!

GREAT UPDATE! btw

han · 01-11-2008, 04:00 AM

U Cant Stop There...update!!!

Tara · 01-11-2008, 01:19 PM

Since the library was closed and I had no where to sit I couldn't even write anymore. I like writing even though it's rubbish because it takes my mind off things and you can say things you'd never say out loud and won't get called for it.
Since I'm so annoyed atm and writing usually calms me down I'm gonna write some more in the minute. I already know what's gonna happen.

Ohh and I just realised all the spelling mistakes in that last part so gonna edit it now. Wanna change it slightly anyway.
Yeahhh, Tom is the name of one of the guys that actually picks of me. Stupid ********.

Hope you guys actually like it, even if you don't I'm writing more.

Ohhh, and sorry that it's incorrectly laid out. One of the things that annoys me but it's easier to see and clearer like that/

Tara · 01-11-2008, 01:59 PM

Part 6:
I slowly opened my eyes seeing some converse and a hand infront of me. My neck hurt to look up, so I stopped trying, I just took the hand.
The pain shocked my body and I clenched over again for a few seconds. As it slowly faded I tried to stand tall looking at the person in front of me.
He was tall, stringy and wearing glasses.

'Mikey?' I questioned, suprised to see him.
Mikey had been my tutor at my old school before he moved. He'd help me out with maths and science on his spare dinner times. He was the closest thing I'd ever had to an actual friend. How I longed to be friends with him. I'd just watch him and his friends eat on the feild wanting to join in, I never did, I was a coward.

'Suprised?' he asked me. I sure was. I hadn't seen him for a year.

'Sure as hell' I spoke. 'I heard you were moving back here, I didn't believe the rumours' I said, sounding a bit excited.

'Yeah, my parents are getting divorced and we're moving back. I start at your school again next week' I couldn't help but feel sorry for him and excited at the same time.

'But enough about me, I think we should get you cleaned up'.

He put his arm around my shoulders and we slowly started walking to what I guessed was his house.

As we reached the drive way I recognised it instantly, he slowly turned his key in the door and pushed it open, it squeeked. This can't be real.

'Mikey?' I heard a voice call out.

'Im here' he replied.

'What took you so long? You said you only went out to get...' her voice stopped as she looked me up and down. I could feel her eyes looking at my every inch.

'This is Frank' Mikey spoke to her. She didn't reply.

'Do you guys know each other?' he questioned begining to sound irritated.

'Sorta' she spoke walking over to me streching her arm out.

'Im Lila' she said as I took her hand and shook it.

'Gerard?' Mikey shouted. I hoped I was in the wrong house.

'Gerard?' he shouted again begining to sound slightly more irritated.

Please be out, please be out, please be out. The words spun around my head.

Please God, let him be out.

han · 01-11-2008, 03:09 PM

let gee be in!!!!

awesome update... can i shoot tom?