Rozés POV
I’m sitting on a box as Cris is tying up my blindfold. It smells of cigarettes and B.O.
“Please Cris, don’t make me do this, I can’t possibly…’ I plead him. I don’t want to do this; I'm shit scared and having a total panic attack.
“I’m sorry, Rozé, but the sooner we let these egomaniacs get it over and done with the better, y’know?” he murmurs in my ear. I nod blindly in my darkness. There are butterflies in my stomach. In fact, screw butterflies, I'm so nervous it feels like there are giant eagles attacking my abdomen and my heart is racing like a steam train. Chudda chudda chudda chudda…
“Alright, we have a judge, who cannot tell who’s playing, so will be able to make a decision based purely on musical terms”, a voice yells a few meters away. I think it’s the MD. Chudda chudda… “First up, drums”.
Footsteps make their way across the area. A drum beat begins, thrashing the drums and smashing the cymbals. Proper heavy rock fest. There is a polite applause when it’s finished. It was very good. The second person makes their way across. Their footsteps are heavier. They begin to play. Hmm, they are more rhythmical and constructed, and it has more character, like a proper drum solo. It’s more to my preference, but I know some metal heads would prefer the other drummer. More applause.
“Vote?” calls the voice. Oh God.
“Um… second drummer” I meekly say. Someone mutters “Shit!” loudly.
“Green Day win drums!” Ah. Damn, poor Bob. He was so nice.
“Next, Bass.” My expertise. Crap, this was going to be hard. The first started, slow and deep, then built up into a more rhythmical foot-tapping tune. The second was a bit more punky, then I realised it was a rendition of ‘Give ‘em Hell, Kid’.
“Vote?” asked the Voice of Doom.
“Second.”
“My Chemical Romance wins Bass.” A plugged in bass is thrown to the floor and it sends a jarring squeal through the air. I hear people recoil with me as I shove my palms against my ears. Wow, they were getting really het up over this.
“Lads, calm down please. Next, guitar.” Oh holy hell. This was probably going to be the hardest. Ray versus Billy Joe?
The first starts playing. Very rhythmical, sliding up and down the fingerboard, then mixing it all up and then playing really high. I can just imagine fingers flying up and down the length of the guitar. This was a proper guitar solo. I grin, my mind already made up. I knew it was Ray.
The second starts, thrashing his guitar, playing all over the place. Very hard core rock. It kinda reminded me of that scene in ‘back to the future’ when Marty was doing his guitar solo.
“Vote?”
“First.” I say immediately, nodding my head.
“Fuck!” someone scream, and a (thankfully unplugged) guitar is thrown. Whack clunk bang. This was obviously Billy Joe. “Fucking amateur bitch!” I hear him not-so-discreetly snarl. Ouch.
“Um, guitar vote to My Chemical Romance.” I imagined a grin spread over rays big lips. I hope he was smiling.
“Next, singing.” Here we go, clash of the Titans. “They’ll be singing their own version of ‘Mary had a little Lamb’” every one was silent for a moment, then all burst out laughing. I heard Billy Joe scream “dude, what the fuck?” at the voice of doom guy.
“Now now, it’s a song everyone knows and you have a chance to alter it to suit your preference and style. I couldn’t pick a rock song or you guys would end up arguing about that as well.” The Voice says, amused.
“fine.” Someone muttered darkly into the mike. “Mary! She had a li-itle lamb! Its fleece was whi-ite as snow! E-Everywhere that Ma-ary went that! Lamb! Was! Sure! To! Go!” someone sang soulfully the first half, then screamed the last six words. Gerard.
“Mary! Oh, Mary! Your little lamb, its fleece is (beat) white as snow! Everywhere that you walk to, your little lamb is (beat) sure to go!” undoubtedly Billy Joe. Oh shit this was hard. Ok, must judge by performance, not personality, performance… not that personality matters, they’ve both been really harsh with me… oh god help me
“Vote?” calls the voice of doom. The tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife.
“I… I don’t know-” I mumble.
“For gods sake, just pick!” someone yells
“I-I, oh um, well…s-second” I say, making my mind up on the spot. There is massive cheering and screaming, but none louder or more disappointed then Gerard.
“FUCK! STUPID KID! SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW WHAT SHE’S DOING!” Gerard screams. I physically wince.
“The results are dead even, two all!” the voice yells over the commotion. There are lots of ‘ooohs’ and whispers.
“What’s the deciding vote?” asks someone. There is a deadly silence. Then suddenly-
“Kiss her!” someone yells.
“What?!?” I hear several people gasp, but none louder or more shocked than me. I almost fall off my box.
“Ok then gents; kiss the lovely young lady and win her vote!” Announces the voice, very pleased.
“What? No I-” I try to protest, but I hear fast paced footsteps and I feel them- him- grab me and kiss me. It threw me completely off guard and I was frozen stiff, my arms stuck at my sides. There were a few wolf whistles but I barely hear them. This person was planting an open lipped kiss on me. No tongue. Almost sweet but too forceful. He places his hand on the back of my head. I don’t move and my mouth remains shut, but maybe, just maybe, my lips act a little bit. He pulls away. A few seconds later I feel a hand run through my hair and down my jaw, pulling my chin towards this other person. At least I was prepared. Our lips meet. He was gentle and not as strong as the other. He leans to the left. Cool, different. His lips are chapped. He nibbles my lower lip and pulls away. I take a second to zone back. Wow. Definite winner.
“And the deciding vote is?” announces the voice grandly. Cue drum roll. Oh my god they have a drum roll.
“second.” There is a loud cheering from the left and the blindfold is pulled away from my head.
“I’ll just take that back.” Billy Joe is standing in front of me, smiling, holding his tie. I felt my stomach drop. I was slightly hoping that it was Gerard. Billy Joe walks off. I look to my right and I see Gerard storming off, screaming at the other members of the band “we should have done fucking download!” as they are getting their instruments together. Ray looks up and catches my eye.
“I’m so sorry,” I mouth apologetically. He smiles sympathetically and shakes his head, his hair bouncing, as if to say ‘Don’t worry about it’. Then he picks up his guitar and leaves with the rest of them.
“Yo, earth to Rozé” Cris pokes me with his drum stick.
“Huh? What?” I snap back.
“Come one, we got to get ready; we’re on in an hour after the two other bands.”
“Oh right. Sure, sorry”
“Are you ok? Usually getting changed and make up is you’re favourite bit!” Cris jokes, but he’s looking at me, his dark almond eyes filled with concerned.
“Hmm? Oh yeah, I’m fine. Just still a bit shaken, y’know?” he nods sympathetically, and we make our way to the graffiti bus.
thank you to mabbii and kadoodle for keeping the faith!!! my fanstars!

