Linzi Sky.

Rating: 18+
Genre: Romance.
Main characters: Gerard, Mikey, Alicia and Bonnie.
Summary: Gerard and Bonnie have experienced many obstacles in their relationship, but now they have the chance to make their one wish come true. Will it end in tears or will they live happily ever after?
Disclaimer: All characters are fictitious, excluding those in which are members of My Chemical Romance and are with the members of My Chemical Romance; I own Bonnie, Hannah, Nick and Aysha.



Chapter Index:
Chapter 1 - Pg 1
Chapter 2 - Pg 1
Chapter 3 - Pg 1
Chapter 4 - Pg 1
Chapter 5 - Pg 2
Chapter 6 - Pg 2
Chapter 7 - Pg 2
Chapter 8 - Pg 2 & 3
Chapter 9 - Pg 3
Chapter 10 - Pg 3
Chapter 11 - Pg 3
Chapter 12 - Pg 4
Chapter 13 - Pg 4
Chapter 14 - Pg 4
Chapter 15 - Pg 4
Chapter 16 - Pg 4
Chapter 17 - Pg 5
Chapter 18 - Pg 5
Chapter 19 - Pg 5
Chapter 20 - Pg 6
Chapter 21 - Pg 7
Chapter 22 - Pg 7
Chapter 23 - Pg 8
Chapter 24 - Pg 8
Chapter 25 - Pg 9
Chapter 26 - Pg 11
Chapter 27 - Pg 11
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Chapter 1
This contains a detailed sex scene.


Bonnie's POV:
I slowly opened my eyes as the sun beamed through the window. I quickly blocked the light out of my eyes with my hand. I looked round to my right to see that Gerard was sitting on the edge of the bed pulling on his trainers.
"Where you going, babes?" I asked.
"Just gotta get some more cigarettes," he replied. "I've run out unsurprisingly!".
"Well, you do smoke like a chimney, baby."
Gerard giggled. He tied his laces and got up off the bed. He jumped to make his trouser legs level.
"I'll see you in a minute, baby girl." he said as he kneeled over to my side of the bed.
He planted a kiss on my lips. Gerard was about to get up before I grabbed the front of his hoodie and pulled him towards me. I kissed him back and swept his mid-length, scruffy hair out of his eyes.
"Don't be too long, babes." I said.
"I wont, I'm nicking Mikey's car cos I am not walking!"
"Gah, you are one lazy bastard!" I said with a giggle, still having hold of his hoodie, not wanting to let go.
"What? I miss my car. I hope those mechanics ain't fucking it up." he said.
He kissed me again and crawled off the bed. I watched him walk out the bedroom door as I realised how lucky I was to have him.
It made me smile to myself.
"Bye." Gerard shouted as he walked down the stairs.
"Bye, hon." I shouted back.
I looked at the clock on the bedside table, it was 9:23AM. The door slammed as Gerard left.

I grabbed the bed covers off me and tried to find some clothes to put on as I was just in my underwear. I picked up Gerard's pajama bottoms and pulled them over my legs. I then found my white tank top laying on the floor. I grapped it to find underneath was a used condom. I groaned and thought what a dirty git Gerard was. I walked over to the chest of drawers and pulled one open. I looked for another top. I yanked my Betty Boop strap top on and flung my white tank top in the wash basket.

I opened the bedroom door and walked across the hallway towards the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and wiped my eyes, sighing as I was still a little tired. I picked my toothbrush out from the other three. I plonked some toothpaste on and brushed my teeth slowly with my eyes closed, resting them. I then washed my mouth out with a handful of water. I wiped my hands and mouth on a towel that was hanging over the side of the bath tub.

I heard footsteps coming to the bathroom. I turned round and waited for a head to pop round the door.
The door pushed open.
"Oh!" Mikey jumped as he saw me.
"Morning." I said.
"Heh, morning, Bonnie." replied Mikey, wiping his eyes. "Sorry, I didn't expect you to be in here"
"Hah, well I'm sure I've lived in this house for over four years." I said, mocking a thinking pose.
"Get outta the way!" said Mikey, smiling at me.

I smiled back and led myself back to mine and Gerard's bedroom.
I stared at the mess on the bedroom floor and sighed.
"Hmm, I'm gonna have a go at Gerard, he's such a messy git!" I said to myself.
I walked over to the bed and straightened the covers up. I then dug out a pair of my knickers from behind the pillows. I threw them on the floor. I walked towards the window and opened the dark curtains fully allowing the sun to enlighten the cave like room. I then rounded up all the dirty clothes that were scattered from last night and the knickers that had landed on top of Gerard's black boots and then bunged them in the wash.
My hair was kind of messy and was getting in my eyes. I wanted to put my hair up out of the way. So I searched nearly every draw in the bedroom. Luckily, I found a black hair band. I bunched my hair up and twisted the band round a few times. I grabbed one of Gerard's hoodies as I was getting colder by the minute.

"Alicia, can you make me a coffee, please?"
I heard Mikey call from the hallway. I opened the bedroom door to find him standing there in boxer shorts and a black T-shirt. He had his toothbrush in his mouth which was foaming with toothpaste. I laughed to myself as I walked passed him and down the stairs. When I got to the bottom, I pulled Gerard's bottoms up that I was wearing. They were clearly too big for my small build.

I entered the kitchen to find Alicia making two cups of coffee. I went to the kitchen table, that was by the back sliding glass doors, and plonked myself down on one of the wooden chairs. I rested my elbow on the table with my chin in my palm and the other hand in my lap.
"Morning, Bonnie." Alicia said as she gave me a weird look.
"Morning, Alicia." I replied, still gazing at the sky through the garden doors.
"You want anything?"
"Nah, thanks." I replied. I never really ate in the mornings.
"You alright, hon?" Alicia said, still looking concerned.
"Yea, I'm fine, just tired," I quietly said. "Gerard kept me up all night."
"We know!" Mikey butted in, now appearing fully dressed. "We heard you guys last night!"
I grinned and laughed.
"Hehe, sorry....I do apologise."
"No worries, me and Mikey are used to it ain't we, honey?" said Alicia as Mikey wrapped his arms around her and kissed her on the cheek.
"Psst!" spitted Mikey. "I don't know about you, but that's not what I wanna hear, ya know, my brother having sex!" Mikey commented.
It made Alicia smile and me laugh and blush at the same time. I heard someone come through the door.

"I'm back, babes." Gerard shouted as he entered the kitchen.
At that moment my stomach filled with butterflies.
"Oh, speak of the devil!" continued Mikey.
"Whaaaaat?" Gerard had a confused face, whilst looking at Mikey.
He stopped walking towards me and gradually turned his head to face me.
"Heh, we were just talking about how Mikey and Alicia heard us last night." I informed him.
He carried on walking towards me.
"Oooh shit! Serious?" Gerard also blushed.
He kissed me on the lips and put his packet of cigarettes on the table.
"Hehe, so you heard us last night then?" Gerard felt somewhat embarrassed. "I didn't think we were that loud!"
I tried to back him up.
"Anyway, we've heard you guys before!" I raised an eyebrow and Mikey stuck his tongue out at me.
Gerard just giggled and put the kettle on for the second time.
"Who else wants a coffee or anything?" He asked as he put coffee beans into a mug.
"Nah, thanks, babes." I replied.
"No, I've got one, stupid." Mikey picked up his cup of coffee.
"No, thanks, Gerard." Alicia said lastly.
"Fine!" Gerard sighed.

He put the kettle, he had just filed with water, on the stand and switched it on. My gaze was locked on him. I watched his every move and I couldn't take my eyes off him. Gerard leaned back against the kitchen side and folded his arms.
"What are you guys doing today then?" asked Gerard.
"Me and Mikey are going out all day today, in fact we're going in a few minutes when the taxi gets here." Alicia informed us.
"Oh, where you going?" I said.
"We are...going to a hotel for a bit of luxury." Mikey answered for her.
"Well, I have my luxury here." I said as I made my way over to Gerard, who was pouring hot water into his mug. I pinched his bum which made him jump a little. I gave him a cheeky smile over his shoulder.
"Aww, bless you little sweetheart." Gerard smiled as he looked at Mikey and Alicia.

Linzi Sky.

Chapter 1 continued

He stirred his coffee and threw the spoon into the sink. There was a beep from outside.
"Oh, that's us!" Alicia snapped. "See ya, guys."
She walked out the kitchen and into the hallway.
"Bye, guys." I said back.
"See ya later." Gerard said.
Mikey picked up his phone and the bag which was full of his and Alicia's things.
"Bye, you two." Mikey said as he swung the bag round on to his shoulder.

Alicia was ahead of him and had already opened the front door. She waved goodbye and walked out to the taxi. Me and Gerard followed them out to the door and waved goodbye to them as they climbed into the backseat of the taxi. The driver took the bag Mikey had over his shoulder and put it into the boot of the car.
I felt Gerard's hand creep round to my waist. We both continued to watch Mikey and Alicia leave. Gerard's hand began to slide under his hoodie I was wearing and under my Betty Boop top. I giggled as I shut the door.

"Oh!, my baby girl." Gerard whispered as he turned me round and kissed me on the lips. Both our tongues massaged each others in our joined mouths. I groaned as one of my hands slithered under his hoodie and my other ran through the back of his black, scruffy hair. I then felt Gerard's hand come to my stomache. He lowered his hand down, going in the front of my knickers. I pulled away from the kiss.
"Hah, this is not a bedroom, babes." I said jokingly whilst I pulled his hand free from my front.
"You'll have to wait for tonight!"
Gerard moaned as he tried to pull me towards him.
"Tonight?"
Gerard gave me puppy dog eyes and wrapped his arms around my waist. But we both knew that we could never keep our hands off each other. We couldn't wait that long.
"Oh yea!" I remembered.
"You!, you dirty git, have to go and pick up that condom from the floor!"
"Where?" Gerard exclaimed.
"In the bedroom, on your side."
"Oh, right."
"Go on then!" I demanded as I pointed upstairs.
Gerard dropped his hands from my waist. He stepped on the first step and turned to face me.
"I love you," He said with a cute face.
It made me smile.
"I love you too, babes. Now go!" I giggled.
Gerard dragged himself upstairs.

I walked to the kitchen and took a sip of Gerard's coffee as I noticed that it started to get a bit cold. I left it on the side and thought that I'd leave it for Gerard to heat up. I decided to join Gerard upstairs.
As I approached the top of the stairs, I saw Gerard come out of the bedroom with two condoms in his hand.
"Oh, found another one, did ya?" I said.
"Hah, yea." he replied.
"But this one was on your side!" he said as he raised his hand holding the condom.
I laughed as it was funny seeing him throw them things about like that. I followed him into the bathroom as I saw him put them down the toilet and flush the chain.
"No, baby!" I cried. "You're supposed to wrap them in tissue first, stupid!"
Gerard stared down the toilet to see the two condoms floating in the water.
"Hahaha, dammit!"
We both laughed as Gerard put his hands down the toilet to get them out. He wrapped them in tissue and tried again
"Success!" He threw his arms up in the air.
I smiled as I leaned against the bathroom door frame.
"Satisfied?" Gerard gave me a look.

I lightly hit him on the arm as he walked passed me. All of a sudden he grabbed me from behind and started to tickle me. I laughed so hard that my sides were going to split. Gerard couldn't stop laughing either. We both collapsed to the floor.
"Stop it! Stop it!" I screamed.
He carried on no matter how much I screamed, hit and pinched him.
"Stooooop!"

Gerard suddenly stopped and grabbed my face. By this time we were both laying on the floor in the hallway. Gerard was on top and he looked me in the eyes. I lifted my head for a kiss. He slowly lowered his head and thrust his tongue into my mouth. I wrapped my arms around his neck. Again, I felt both his hands glide up my body under my top. We both stopped kissing. We stared at each other and slowly sat up. I smiled at Gerard. He smiled back.

Gerard stood up and gave me his hand to stand up myself. We began to kiss and the butterflies returned. We both made our way to the bedroom.
Gerard shut and locked the door behind him. He then scampered to the window and closed the curtains. I sat on the bed staring at him as he did so. He approached me as he climbed over me on the bed. Yet again forced his tongue into my mouth. He gently put his arms around my waist as I wrapped my arms around his neck. We slowly began to lay back on to the bed. His hands glided down to my hips. I felt his fingers grab inside my bottoms and knickers as he pulled them down.

Our tongues still massaging in each other's mouths. He split the kiss only to drop my bottoms down by the side of the bed. Gerard then resumed to the kiss. I ran my fingers through his scruffy hair. I unzipped his hoodie and Gerard slipped his arms out. I then threw it next to me. Then I slid my hands under his T-shirt and pulled it over his head. Gerard brushed my hair back with his hands. We both groaned as it got deeper into the atmosphere. It was becoming steamy and erotic. Gerard gently unzipped my hoodie and threw it behind him, not separating from me at all. He then lifted my top over my head.

I brought both my hands down to his waist and felt for his jean button. I unbuttoned his jeans and unzipped his flies. I had my palms facing into him as I put my hands down his boxers in order to take them off. Gerard gasped as my hands were a little cold. The kiss stopped again so Gerard could drop down his pants. We both looked at each other. His eyes were light and saucy. He reached into the top drawer on the bedside table. Gerard pulled out a condom and undone the packet. He took it out and slowly rolled it on. Gerard layed over me again and spread my legs. We continued the kiss under the covers.

Gerard stopped again and looked at me with concentrated eyes. I still had my arms around his neck. I gasped as Gerard groaned. His face showed relief as he applied pressure between my legs. I let out a big cry as Gerard began to swallow harder. My hands and my whole body tensed up. I scratched Gerard's back, digging my nails deeper into his skin. My body threw itself towards Gerard as he was getting faster. I bit my lip harder and harder. I squeezed my eyes tight as he got deeper.
"You alright, baby?" Gerard whispered softly.
"Yea!" I whispered quickly.
Gerard let out a cry.
"Fuck, baby!"
Gerard's mouth opened with relief and then he gritted his teeth. He stared me deep in the eyes.
"I love you, baby girl." He panted.
"I love you too, babes." I whispered to him as I bit his ear.

His hands moved up to my chest. He grabbed my breast and squeezed it twice. He then moved his hands up. Gerard cupped my face with both hands and kissed me. He then licked my neck before biting it. It was getting more intense as I bit Gerard's neck. I bit harder as he got faster and deeper. I let out a loud cry as I moved to his chest. I bit above his nipple. My body still tensed, I moved my hand to the top of Gerard's arm and squeezed it tightly.
"Fuck, baby!" cried Gerard. "I'm coming!"
I gasped as he thrust deeper. I moved my face over his shoulder, gliding with his cheek and gritted my teeth.

As Gerard started to slow down, we both started to pant quieter and slower. We stared at eachother, we were both sweaty and looked tired.
Gerard got of off me and layed next to me in the bed. We steadied our breathing. I felt Gerard's hand grab my inner thigh.
"Was that nice, baby girl?" He asked as he leaned over for a kiss.
"Ah, yea." I said between breaths. "It was great, babes."
Gerard's hand began to rub my leg and squeeze tighter. He kissed me on the lips and let go of my leg. He sat up with his legs bent.
"Babes, can you pass me my hoodie?"
I passed him his hoodie that was next to me on the bed.
"Cheers."
He searched the pockets for his cigerettes.
"Fuck it!" he said with a frown. "They're downstairs!"
I laughed as he got up and grabbed his jeans from the bottom of the bed. He stood up and zipped them up. He opened the door and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

I pulled a pillow under my head and quickly looked at the clock. It was only 12:17PM. I closed my eyes trying to rest them. I heard Gerard coming back up the stairs. He walked into the dark bedroom and shut the door. I couldn't help but notice the bulge between his legs. I giggled to myself. He unzipped his jeans, undone the button and pulled each trouser leg off. He let them drop to the floor. He climbed back into the bed with me and had a cigarette hanging from his mouth. He gave me another kiss, he again forced his tongue into my mouth. He looked at me and smiled as I stroked his cheek. He layed back and lit his cigarette. I turned to face him.

I laid my head on his chest. I saw him smile at the corner of my eye, whilst letting the smoke gradually escape his mouth. He wrapped his arm around me and cuddled me tightly to him. I rested my hand on his chest but soon moved it to his thigh. I squeezed it tightly as I rubbed my cheek on his chest with my eyes closed. Gerard looked at me with a smile.
"Blowjob, baby?" He pleed.
"Please??"
"No!" I said sharply.
Gerard groaned as he continued to smoke his cigarette. I gave him a cheeky smile. Much to his surprise, I slid my whole body lower and my head was under the covers between his legs. I squeezed both of Gerard's legs. He flinched as I slowly let it into my mouth. I felt his hand come down to my head as he played with my hair. I heard him gasping as I moved my hands above my head to his chest.

Linzi Sky.

Chapter 2

Gerard's POV:
As I rolled off of Bonnie, I tried to gain control of my heavy breathing. I lifted my hand to wipe my sweaty forehead before I turned to Bonnie and asked.
"Was that nice, baby girl?" I rolled back over for a kiss.
"Ah. Yea, babes." She replied between breaths, whilst staring in my eyes. "It was great."
I scanned my eyes down her body. I noticed her perfect shaped chest was moving up and down quickly. I then moved my eyes to Bonnie's face. Her eyes were gently closed and her mouth rested open. What a sexy woman I thought to myself. I reached under the covers and rolled off the condom. I threw it on the floor beside the bed. I was becoming more and more desperate for a cigarette a I sat up against the back of the bed and bent my knees.
"Can you pass my hoodie, babes?" I asked.
Bonnie slowly opened her eyes and moved her hand above her head. She reached to the left of her and dragged my hoodie across her bare body.
"Cheers."
Bonnie then returned to having her eyes shut and rested her head near my waist.
"Fuck it!" I remembered putting my cigarettes on the kitchen table.
"They're downstairs!"

I sighed as I lifted myself up trying not to disturb Bonnie's resting position. I reached for my jeans at the foot of the bed. I quickly yanked them over my legs and stood up. I zipped them up slowly as I was still tender. I then twisted the door handle quietly as I thought Bonnie would have been getting some sleep. I excited the room and plodded down the stairs. The hallway was such a contrast to the bedroom. I squinted as the sunlight hit my eyes.

As I walked into the kitchen, I saw my cigarette packet laying on the table. I scraped them off the table and pulled my lighter from my jean pocket. I then remembered my coffee. I effortlessly dragged myself over to the kitchen side where it was sitting and tipped it down the sink. I opened my cigarettes as I walked as I walked away from the kitchen. I galloped up the stairs and back into the bedroom. I slowly closed the door. Bonnie opened her eyes and smiled as I came in. I put my lighter and cigarette packet o the bedside table and unbuttoned my jeans. I pulled them off my legs and aimlessly, threw them on the floor.

I again lifted the bed covers and climbed back in next to Bonnie. She lifted her head as I slid myself down. I turned to face her and kissed her on the lips. Our tongues entered each other's mouths as they moved together. We both pulled away and layed back. I lit my cigarette and put my arm around Bonnie. She rested her head on my chest as I felt her hand move from my stomache to my thigh. She tightly squeezed which made me quiver. I got the urge for something as I took another puff of my cigarette.
"Blowjob, baby? Please?" I asked her with a cheeky smile, letting a mist of smoke slowly leave my mouth.
Bonnie lifted her head and looked at me in disgust.
"No!" she snapped.
That word was such a let down as I was feeling horny and wanted as much as I could.

Disappointed, I returned my cigarette to my mouth and inhaled. Bonnie's hand slid off my thigh. I looked to my side as she was sliding under the covers. An overwhelming feeling came over me as soon as I realised her head was now between my legs. I took a long puff of my cigarette before I felt Bonnie's warm breath on my penis. She teased me by licking it up and down. She then began to slowly suck the top and work her way down. I gasped as she sucked harder. My eyes fell shut uncontrollably.

Moans escaped my mouth. Bonnie rubbed her hands on my lower torso. My hand automatically grabbed the bedside table, still holding my cigarette. My other hand slid down to Bonnie's head. I applied pressure as I wanted her to pleasure me harder. Running my fingers through her hair, I trusted my pelvis forward. My eyes glided down to look at Bonnie. Seeing her head move up and down, it only made me groan more.
"Shit!" I cried. "I'm coming again!"

I began to sweat even more as I pushed Bonnie's head down. She moaned when I did so. I felt myself erupt as I come into Bonnie's mouth. I knew she would swallow it. She always did. I took another puff from my cigarette that was burning away. Bonnie carried on sucking and my groaning didn't stop. But it soon did when I felt an instant sharp pain. My whole body threw itself forward. I knew what Bonnie had done. I gasped the loudest I ever had.
"Fuck! Baby, what did you do that for?" I angrily looked at Bonnie whilst I grabbed between my legs. She had sat up as soon as I yelped and was wiping her mouth. She had a guilty look in her eyes. Bonnie just layed next to me and rolled over.
"I'm sorry, baby." she apologised. "I didn't mean to."
"Nah?" I replied sarcastically. "What did you mean to do then?"

I groaned and looked at Bonnie with a frown. I just sharply moved my hand to my mouth and took another puff of my cigarette. I was angry at Bonnie but in a way it wasn't her fault. My hand glided up her smooth leg, over her curved bum and round to her flat stomach. She was turned away from me and was sobbing quietly as she grabbed my hand. I knew it was my place to sort her out. As I sighed, I took the last puff of my cigarette and stood it on the bedside table to let it burn out as there was no ashtray. I moved closer to Bonnie and rolled her over to face me with my hand between her breasts.
"It's okay, baby." I assured her whilst I wiped away tears that filled her deep, blue eyes.

She looked at me. Her eyes were so delicate and fragile, just as much as she was. She was very emotional and loved having my security. Bonnie's bottom lip quivered as more tears trickled down her cheeks.
"It's okay I said, babe." I was really unsure if she believed me or not.
I pulled her in for a tight hug as she wiped her cheeks.
"I hate it when you shout." she softly said with a shaky voice.
"I'm sorry." I felt guilty for moaning.
She was such a sensitive person. I heard Bonnie's sobbing get louder as I squeezed her tighter and rubbed her back.
"Hey hey, Shh shh." I tried to hush her whilst I started to frantically rub her back.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it." Her little voice sounded.
"Baby, forget about it." I hated seeing her cry. It hurt me to see her in distress.
"I'm fine, really."
I pulled away to look her in the eyes.
"Can I see a smile from my baby girl?" I smiled at her.
She gave me a smile or of what she could manage. I wiped Bonnie's cheeks free from tears as I gave her a long peck on the forehead.

"Okay?" I asked.
She nodded and held my hand which was pressed against her stomach. She looked at me and lifted her head. I knew she wanted a kiss. We both giggled as I stuck my tongue out. Our tongues met outside of our mouths then we united our lips. We squeezed each other's hands. My hand was above her head, I moved it down to brush her long, black hair behind her ear. Still having tight grip of Bonnie's hand, I shuffled closer to her, pressing my crouch against her bum. She giggled as she broke the kiss. I smiled.
"Can you feel that?" I asked as Bonnie clearly felt my hard penis on her backside.
Bonnie nodded and smiled, showing perfect teeth. She moved my hand down between her legs. I felt her legs open slightly as she separated my fingers.

She was staring me in the eyes. I knew exactly what she was doing. I gave her a devilish smile as I gently pushed two fingers in her. Still having hold of my hand, Bonnie squeezed ever so tightly. She pushed my fingers in more as she cried out loudly. I forced a kiss upon her as I pushed a third finger in. Bonnie was quick to yelp. I brushed back her hair and looked into her eyes. I pressed a long kiss on her cheek. I pushed my fingers in further and played around.

Bonnie now had tight grip of my arm. Her nails dug into my skin. I winced as it began to hurt. Realising that Bonnie was tugging on my hand, I freed my fingers from between her legs and gave her another kiss. I could see she was kind of tired from the look of her poor eyes. We both shared another mouth to mouth kiss before we rested back. We were both laying on our left side. I held Bonnie close to me with one arm under my head and the other just under her breasts with Bonnie's hand on top of mine. I stroked Bonnie's hair as she squeezed my hand. I let Bonnie rest as I turned my head behind me to see the time on the alarm clock sitting on the bedside table. It was 1:06pm. I finally let us both sleep. I layed my head just above Bonnie's. I saw her beautiful eyes close. Mine were soon to follow.

Linzi Sky.

Chapter 2 continued

I tried to move my hand but remembered Bonnie having tight grip. I opened my eyes and pull my arm from under my head. I leaned over Bonnie to see if she was still sleeping. Seeing her eyes shut, I tried to free my hand gently from hers. The phone started ringing from the bedside table. I tried harder to free my hand. Bonnie groaned and rolled over to face me, still having her eyes closed. I quickly glanced at the clock as I answered the phone. It was now 4:47PM.
"Hi," I said as I sat against the back of the bed and heard Mikey's voice.
"Oh, finally!" Mikey laughed.
I giggled back.
"So, what do you want?" I said as I picked up my cigarettes from the side.
"Umm, me and Alicia have decided to stay the night." explained Mikey.
"Oh right." I lit my cigarette that was hanging from my mouth.
"But we should be back early tomorrow morning," Mikey continued. "In time to go to the studio."
"Okay then, you guys have fun tonight then." I mumbled as I held my cigarette between my lips and replaced my lighter and cigarette packet on the bedside table.
"Umm, yea so you two love birds can fuck all you want until tomorrow." giggled Mikey.

I giggled, too, and stared down at Bonnie. Her head was laid next to my waist and her hand perched on my stomache. As I stroked Bonnie's black, messed up hair, Mikey continued.
"But I'm guessing you guys have already taken our absence as an advantage."
Still staring at Bonnie, I smiled before laughing.
"Hah, of course." I joked.
I felt the covers moving so I turned my head to see Bonnie had started to wake up.
"Ah, I dread to think what you two are doing now!" Mikey said, sounding a little awkward.
"If you must know, we've both just woken up." I assured him whilst puffing on my cigarette.
"Oh great, I'm gonna go before I accidentally force anymore details outta you!" Said Mikey.
I smiled again before hanging up.
"Oh right, okay see ya later then. Bye."
I put the phone back and turned to Bonnie.
"Who was that?" She said as she sat up and yawned.
"Mikey. He said that they're not gonna be here until tomorrow now." I replied.
"They're gonna be back before we leave for the studio though." I took a puff of my cigarette.
"Right." she smiled. "So we have the house to ourselves tonight." She smiled harder as she poked my arm.
"Oh hell yea!" I tickled her and made her laugh.

I finished smoking my cigarette and stood it next to the other one on the side. Bonnie yawned again and crawled over my legs for a kiss. I gave her a quick peck on the cheek before sitting forward. I sat on the edge of the bed and grabbed my jeans. I couldn't see any underwear in sight so I didn't bother putting any on. Bonnie's hand ran up my back and her head pressed against me. Her arms then crept round my chest. She groaned as I moved to button up my jeans.
"Baby," she said as she pressed harder against me. "stay in bed a bit longer."
She kissed my back and rubbed her cheek on my shoulder.
"No." I replied.
Bonnie looked over to face me. She tucked my hair behind my ear then kissed my neck. I felt her legs then wrap around my waist.
"Oh, baby girl, no!" I moaned.
"If we get up now, I'll make us both dinner." I said as I freed her legs from around my waist.

Bonnie dug her nails into my chest as I tried to get up. She smothered me with kisses and came round to my left. I turned my head away after a while and tried to fight it.
"No, fucksake!" I shouted.
Bonnie looked at me oddly but carried on kissing my arm. I held my forehead in my palm and rubbed it out of frustration. Anger built up inside of me. I quickly turnt my body to face Bonnie and threw her off me back on to the bed. I was shocked at myself as I had never thrown or hurt her before.
"What the fuck was that for?" Bonnie shouted.
"I'm sorry, baby girl." I said angrily.
I stood up from the bed whilst Bonnie started to weep.
"What's wrong with you?"
"There's nothing fucking wrong with me!" I yelled.

Bonnie sat up and moved to her side of the bed. She searched for her underwear but soon realised it was on my side. I sat back down on the bed and put my hand on her back.
"Baby girl," I softly said. She instantly whacked my hand off.
"Oh, just fuck off!" she screamed as tears trembled down her cheeks.
She pushed me away with much force. Bonnie's eyes flooded with tears as she collapsed on to the bed and sobbed into the bed covers. It was as if she had no more energy. I felt like a right bastard but she wouldn't let me explain.
"Fucksake!" I muttered whilst I rushed to the door.
I yanked it open and glanced at Bonnie. I frowned as I hurried out and slammed the door behind me. I heard Bonnie's crying get louder. I took another puff of my cigarette then somewhat stomped down the stairs to the kitchen. I decided to make myself another coffee whilst I waited for Bonnie, since I had to get rid of my other one.

Whilst I was filling the kettle with water, my phone began to ring from the living room. I quickly placed the kettle back on the stand and hurried to the living room through the arched doorway that separated the kitchen from the living room. I reached for my phone that was stuck between the back of the couch and answered it.
"Hi," I said.
"Hey," Frank responded.
"Umm, what you doing tonight? It's just that I was wondering if we could come round."
"Who's we?" I asked as I spooned coffee beans into a mug.
"Me and Jamia. You fucktard!" He said and followed with a laugh.
"Oh yea, right." I laughed.
"Well, I don't know. Me and Bonnie were gonna have a quiet night tonight. Plus Mikey and Alicia ain't here."
"Why? Where they gone?" asked Frank.
"They went to a hotel this morning and they're staying the night." I replied as I saw Bonnie at the corner of my eye. She had appeared in the kitchen looking weary.
"Oh, so basically there's no point coming over?" said Frank.
"No, not really." I quickly answered; I wanted to speak to Bonnie.
"Okay, maybe another time?"
"Yea, sure." I answered.
"I'll see ya later then, Gerard."
"See ya, Frank." I said as I hung up the phone.

Linzi Sky.

Chapter 2 continued...again!

I poured the hot water and milk into my mug and took a puff of my cigarette. Bonnie was sitting at the kitchen table nibbling at a chunk of cheese. She looked pissed off. Her arm propped her head up on the table as she stared through the garden doors. I slowly walked over and sat in the chair opposite her. Bonnie turned away and sighed. I reached over the table and put my hand on her arm.
"Baby girl?" I said.
She got up and walked off into the living room. I watched her leave, feeling gutted. I bowed my head down and sipped my coffee. I continued to stare at the table. Bonnie's crying started up again. I could hear it from the kitchen. It made me feel even more guilty.

I finished my coffee and stubbed my cigarette out in the ashtray. I entered the living room to find Bonnie curled up at the end of the couch still balling her eyes out. I hated seeing her like this. I instantly sat on the same couch next to her and placed my hand on her thigh.
"Baby, don't be like this." I said as I moved closer to her.
Bonnie took her hands down from her face. Her eyes were red and wet.
"Talk to me." I continued.
She stared me in the eyes then down at my hand. I slided it further round between her legs.
"You fucking know I hate it when you shout, babes." She softly said.
I pulled her in for a hug and kissed her head.
"I know. I know. I'm sorry." I wrapped my arms tightly around her.
She buried her head into my chest and quietly sobbed. I rocked her as I squeezed even tighter, resting my head on hers. Bonnie grabbed the back of my neck and pulled my head down for a kiss. As the kiss got deeper, I felt her legs either side of my waist. I opened my eyes and Bonnie was sitting on my lap.
"Do you forgive me?" I asked.
She pressed her forehead against mine and nodded. She carried on the kiss.
"I can't resist you baby." She smiled.
I smiled back and moved my hands to her legs. We kissed again until Bonnie pulled away.
"Why did you push me away so hard?" She asked with fragile eyes.
I looked down then back to her eyes.
"I don't know. I guess I think I'm asking too much from you." I explained.
"I don't want you to feel as if I'm forcing you to do anything. You're my baby girl and I love you. I wanna look after you." I said as I stroked the side of her face.
Bonnie was about to cry again before I gave her another hug.
"Baby, I love you. I do it cos I love you." she whispered in my ear.
We rubbed cheeks then shared another kiss. Her hands ran through my hair.
"You don't force or pressure me in any way." she said. "I thought you knew that."
"I do know that. It's just that recently I think I've been more demanding of you. I pushed you away cos I didn't wanna make you feel you had to do it." I said.
"Do I make sense?"

I sighed. I felt Bonnie hug me as hard as she could. I tucked her hair behind her ear and kissed her neck before moving to her lips. We slipped our tongues into each other's mouths. I looked at her and asked.
"Are you having dinner?"
She gently shook her head and looked down to my lap. I lifted her head back up with a finger under her chin and nodded. She brushed my hand off her chin and rolled off my lap. I turned my body to face her.
"You're having dinner." I frowned.
"No. I said I didn't want any." she desperately squealed as I got up.
I sighed as I approached the kitchen. She followed behind pleading me.
"I don't want any dinner, baby." She began to get louder.
"How about I do you a little bit?" I persuaded.
"But you have to eat it." I said as I took the pan out of the cupboard.

Bonnie just sat at the breakfast bar, watching me. She knew she'd be eating no matter what. She knew I cared about her. She knew and I knew that she was a fragile, weak and delicate young lady. As I put the pasta on to boil, I felt hands come round my waist. I turnt my head behind me. Bonnie was staring back in my eyes. I just smiled at her and she smiled back.
"What sauce do you want?" I asked as I walked to the cupboard.
"Tuna or tomato?"
"Tomato." Bonnie sighed.
I took out the sauce and put it on the side. I saw Bonnie look kind of miserable.
"Baby, I'm sorry but you have to eat." I said whilst I stroked her hair.
Bonnie just sighed. I knew she had to watch her weight because of her dancing but she had gone as far as I was prepared to let her go. I wrapped my arms around her tiny body and planted kisses over her face.
"Promise you're gonna eat it?" I asked.
"I'll try, baby." She replied with a light nod. "You know I throw up sometimes."
"I know. That's what I'm trying to stop." I said as I brushed her cheek with a finger.
She pulled me in for another comforting hug before I added the sauce to the pasta.

As we were both sat at the table to eat our pasta bake, I noticed Bonnie was just pushing the pasta around on her plate. She was looking at it as if it had just fallen of someone's shoe.
"Baby girl," I groaned. "stop playing with it and eat it."
I carried on watching her until she took a bite. When she finally did, she swallowed it like a lump in her throat. I started to eat mine and to much of my surprise, so did Bonnie. It made me happy to see her eating a decent meal instead of just sandwiches and little bits. After a while Bonnie gave up eating.
"I've had enough, I'm full." She said as she pushed her plate away.
"You sure?" I asked whilst looking at her still full plate.
She nodded and held her stomach. I took both plates and put them on the side. I saw Bonnie looking a bit off color.
"You alright, babe?" I said as I rushed to her.
She shook her head and covered her mouth. She quickly ran out of the kitchen and up the stairs to the bathroom. I knew she was about to throw up because her body wasn't used to the food. I frowned and felt angry that she couldn't eat normally anymore.

I climbed the stairs after her. The sound of her throwing up in the toilet haunted me. I walked slowly into the bathroom and saw Bonnie kneeled to the floor coughing. As I sat on the bath next to her, I realised that she was throwing up bile. I rubbed her back as she drained everything out of her into the toilet.
"Baby, baby. I'm sorry." I said. I felt guilty for making her eat but she had to.

When Bonnie had finished throwing up, she wiped her mouth and brushed her teeth. She sat at the top of the stairs. I sat down beside her and hugged her tightly. She cried her eyes out on my shoulder.
"Stay here and I'll go get you some water, baby." I said as Bonnie looked back at me.
I hurried down the stairs and into the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and filled it with water. I quickly went back up the stairs to return to Bonnie. She was now leaning against the banister.
"Here, baby." I said as I passed her the glass of water.
She sipped the water slowly and laid on my lap. Time past as Bonnie's heart cried out even more.

We both wanted to spend the night together. We slowly made our way down stairs, hand in hand. I led Bonnie to the living room and slouched back on to the couch. I picked up the remote and flicked through the channels. Bonnie was beside me with my arm over her shoulder and she couldn't refrain from playing with my fingers. I spotted 'Hellboy' on TV so I forced Bonnie to watch it.
"Baby, how many times have you seen this?" she said.
"I know, but it's fucking awesome." I replied.
Bonnie groaned and tightly squeezed my thigh. She then shuffled herself on to my lap. I gave her a peck on the cheek before smothering her with my arms. She leaned back on to my chest and continued to watch the movie with me.

Some minutes later she was fast asleep on my shoulder. The movie ended and I turned the TV off. I looked down at Bonnie to see she had tight grip of my hoodie, like a little baby. She was turned to face me and her legs were either side of mine. Her head was rested on my front. I started to doze off but tried to fight it. I then just gave in and joined Bonnie. We were both soundly asleep on the couch.

Linzi Sky.

Chapter 3

Alicia's POV:
I peered over the drivers shoulder to see the time as the taxi pulled up outside our house. The dashboard clock said 7:55AM. I climbed out of the taxi and walked to the boot. Mikey appeared from the front passenger seat after paying the driver. I pulled open the boot and reached in for the big black bag.
"No," Mikey said as he gently removed my hand from the bag strap. "I'll take it, babe."
I just shrugged it off and grabbed the door keys from my handbag. I made my way to the front door and Mikey followed behind, carrying the bag on his back.
"Do you think they're asleep?" I said as I quietly pushed open the door and heard the taxi drive off in the distance.
"They fucking shouldn't be!" replied Mikey.
He plonked the bag down by the stairs and followed me into the living room.
"Aww, that's so sweet." I whispered to Mikey, whilst pointing to the couch.
"Ah, man. They've gotta get up!" moaned Mikey. "We've gotta leave in like two hours."
"Oh shut up!" I said as I gently hit his chest.

Bonnie's head was rested on Gerard's chest and her legs were over his lap. Gerard's hands wrapped around Bonnie's waist and his head had slightly fallen to the same side as hers. And from what I could see, it looked as if Bonnie had tight grip of Gerard's hoodie.
"It's cute. Gerard's protecting his little baby girl!" I laughed.
Mikey shook his head.
"We've gotta get a picture. They look so peaceful." I said, widening my eyes.
"Oh, c'mon!" sighed Mikey.

I quickly went to the kitchen and got the camera from the small draw. I returned to the living room where Mikey was trying to wake Gerard up by tickling his ear.
"Stop it!" I whispered as I smacked his hand.
Gerard just grunted and rolled his head. I aimed the camera and snapped a few photos.
"We can show them when they wake up." I giggled.
"Which is now!" Mikey said.
He pulled open Gerard's eye and started to shake his head.
"Wake up!"
"Oh, Mikey!" I frowned.
"Leave them alone!"
"They've seriously gotta get up, honey." he said continuing to bug Gerard and laughing.
"Hehe, you can be cruel to him sometimes." I said as he slapped Gerard's face.
"He's my brother," he said. "I'm supposed to be!"
I sat on the couch opposite and gazed.

After a few minute of torturing him, Mikey had finally woke Gerard up.
"Ah," he groaned and wiped his eyes.
He kind of jumped when he saw Mikey in front of him whilst he focused his sight.
"When did you two get here?"
He closed his eyes and laid his head back.
"Just now." I replied. "We had to be out of the hotel by 8:00AM anyway."
"Thanks for disturbing me, bro." moaned Gerard as he kicked Mikey's leg.
"Oww, you fucking idiot!" yelled Mikey.
I laughed as he grabbed his shin.
"That's what you get for being cruel, Mikey hon." I smiled.
"What the fuck?" he exclaimed.
"You guys have to get up cos we've got like two hours before we have to be at the studio, fucker!"
"I know, man!" laughed Gerard. "I was joking!"
"Then get Bonnie up then." Mikey said.
He kicked Gerard back and sat on the couch beside me.
"I will in a minute." Gerard replied whilst he rubbed his leg.
Bonnie's head turned to the other side of Gerard's chest and she spread her legs.
"Or not!" he added, watching Bonnie slowly wake up.
She sat up and brushed her hair back with her hand.
"What's the time?" she said quietly, not noticing me and Mikey were back.
"I don't know." answered Gerard.
"It's about 8:00AM." Mikey said loudly.
Bonnie turned her head behind her to see me and Mikey sitting on the couch.
"Oh hey," she mumbled. "I didn't realise you two were back."
I smiled at her as she turned her whole body round on Gerard's lap.
"You two looked so sweet when you were sleeping." I said as I threw Bonnie the camera.
"You took pictures?" cried Bonnie.
I quickly nodded with a grin on my face.
"Huh? Why?" asked Gerard.
"'Cos you looked so cute together." I smiled.
Bonnie laughed as she looked through the pictures on the camera.
"Where. Let's see, babe." said Gerard.
She showed him the pictures as she turned to me.
"You ain't gonna get these printed are ya?" asked Bonnie, with a raised eyebrow.
"I might do." I giggled.
"And then I'll get them blown up and displayed in the hallway." added Mikey.
"Ha ha, very funny!" she said sarcastically.
"We can add them to our collection of photos we have of us in our room." Gerard joked to Bonnie.

Bonnie got up from Gerard's lap. They both smiled at each other as she left the living room.
"I'm gonna go and get ready." she said, hinting at Gerard to follow her.
He gave a cheeky smile and pulled himself off the couch on to his feet.
"Yea, me, too."
I giggled at them both. They were always so obvious.
"Baby," Mikey said softly.
He leaned his head on my shoulder and placed his hand on my stomach and rubbed it.
"When you gonna tell them?"
I placed my hand on top of his and smiled.
"I don't know. When do you think will be the best time?" I asked.
"It's been a while since we've known, babe." he said as he lifted his head and turned my face to him. "I think you should tell them tonight."
I got butterflies at that point. I didn't realise he wanted me to say so soon.
"Baby. I don't know." I shook my head.
"I don't really wanna say anything until my scan, in case anything goes wrong."
"What's gonna go wrong?" said Mikey.
"Oh don't be so naive, Mikey. You know what happened last time!" I said with a hint of anger in my voice.
"Babe, forget about that. It's in the past." he replied.
"There's things you can forget and there's things you can't. Having a miscarriage is one of them." I said as tears developed in my eyes.
Mikey pulled me in for a hug and buried his head in my shoulder.
"I'm sorry, but this time everything's gonna be perfect." he said.
"How can you say that?" I replied whilst pushing him away. "We could have had a one year old child by now, baby."
I began to sob and pulled my hands to my face.
"It's all my fault, Mikey. I'm sorry."
"Don't be so stupid." he said, hugging me tight. "Nothing was your fault, baby. Nothing. You hear me." he said softly, looking at me with wet eyes.
I nodded and wiped my eyes.
"We're gonna have a baby." he smiled and stroked my cheek with the side of his finger, gently. "That's all that matters."
I smiled as he leaned in towards me for a kiss. He gave me a peck on the lips.
"I'm sorry," I said, continuing to dry my eyes.
"Hey, don't be. You've got a right to cry, babe." he smiled. "You're pregnant."
I gently laughed and grabbed Mikey's hand. I rested it on my stomach and squeezed it.
"I want this to work out, Mikey. You'll be a great daddy." I giggled.
"And you'll be an amazing mommy." he replied then kissed my forehead.

Update will be on Friday.
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Vanessa x

I like this, it's really well written!
I think it's so cute Alicia's having a baby, hope nothing goes wrong.
This is great, can't wait for more :]

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Linzi Sky.

Thanks for the comments guys.
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I will update with 2 chapters at a time because
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Chapter 4

Bonnie's POV
I winked at Gerard and nodded to the stairs.
"C'mon," I mouthed to him and he smiled.
I started to walk up the stairs to the toilet.
"Yea, me, too."
I heard Gerard from the hallway. I picked up my toothbrush and the toothpaste. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I began to scrub my teeth as I felt hands grope my behind.
"Hmm, baby girl." groaned Gerard over my shoulder.
His hands then came round to my front as he pressed himself against me.
"Do you mind, baby?" I giggled.
"Not one bit." he giggled then tucked my hair behind my ear and kissed my neck.
"When are we leaving?" I asked.
"I don't know. Probably about 9:30AM to get there on time." he answered.

Gerard grabbed his toothbrush and put some toothpaste on. I rinsed my mouth out and dried my hands.
"Babe, do you mind if I go a toilet?" I asked.
"Nah," he replied, shaking his head.
He turned round and locked the door with his toothbrush hanging from his mouth.
"I need a wee too, babes so hurry up." he said as he dried his mouth.
I pulled up my pants and washed my hands.
"Can I have a kiss now?" Gerard smiled.
I laughed and reached for him. I grabbed both his arms and tip toed to reach his mouth. Gerard's hands came down to my bum as mine moved to his back. He pulled away from the kiss and pinched my behind.
"I'm gonna piss now." he giggled.
I sat on the bath beside the toilet.
"I love you, you know that?" I said, watching him.
"Of course, babe. I love you, too." he replied whilst staring down at the toilet.
I stood up and walked behind him. I slid my hands under the front of his hoodie.
"Woah, babe. What you doing?" he said.
"Nothing." I giggled.
I pressed my head against his warm back and Gerard laughed.
"You're so weird, baby."
I looked at him as he flushed the toilet and washed his hands.
"But that's one thing that makes you special." he said, holding me in his arms.
"What's the others then?" I smiled.
"Other what?" he asked.
"The other things that make me special."
"Oh right. Well, you're honest, caring. You put others before yourself. I love that you crave my attention and get annoyed when I'm busy. You kiss like an angel and have a gentle soft touch. You look like a little baby when you sleep. The cute face you make when you want something. Every time you hit me, you expect it to hurt. But you rub it better even when it didn't. When you call me to look at you just so you can see my face. The little kissy sound you make at the end of every phone call. The way you scream and beg for mercy when I tickle you. You always smell good enough to eat, even after sex." he giggled.
I smiled and blushed as I poked his belly.
"Your hair is the softest ever. You have the most beautiful eyes. Your legs are so smooth. Your little cute nose. Your sexy lips. You walk like a goddess and move with elegance. You're good in bed and you give amazing blowjobs!" he smiled, picking me up and kissing me.
My tongue entered his mouth as tears fell down my cheeks. I hugged him as tight as I ever could. We both stared at each other.
"Baby girl, don't cry." he laughed as he wiped my tears away with the sleeve of his hoodie. I laughed at myself.
"I always cry when you say things like that." I said softly.
"I know, baby." Gerard giggled. He rubbed my back and I fell into him.
"I think we should be getting ready now, baby." said Gerard as he looked me in the eyes and smiled.
I nodded and Gerard grabbed my hand. He unlocked the door and both walked out, hand in hand.
We went across the hallway towards the bedroom.

I sat on the bed whilst Gerard closed and locked the bedroom door. I unzipped my hoodie and flung it on the bed. I then grabbed the bottom of my Betty Boop top and pulled it off over my head.
"What's the time?" asked Gerard, turning round from the wardrobe.
"It's 8:27AM." I replied after looking at the clock on the side table.
I continued to undress. I pulled off my bottoms and knickers and head over to the drawers to find some matching underwear. I put my legs through my knickers and pulled them up.
"I think you should go like that, baby," laughed Gerard. "you look sexy in your underwear."
I turned to him as I threw my bra on the bed and unhooked the one I was wearing.
"Nah. It'll be a bit chilly don't ya think?" I giggled and slipped my arms through the bra straps and done it up. I laid on the bed and yawned.
"God, my back hurts." I moaned.

I felt the bed move as Gerard sat down. He ran his hand up my leg then my stomache. I sat up as I grabbed his hand and threw it off.
"Oh, baby girl." groaned Gerard.
"What?" I exclaimed, crawling off the bed.
"You love teasing me don't you?"
I smiled and nodded whilst searching the wardrobe for some clothes. Something sharp bit on my shoulder. I then felt Gerard's warmth behind me.
"Baby, can you never leave me alone for five minutes." I giggled as his hands slipped down the front of my bra.
"Hell no, babe." he whispered in my ear.
I carried on searching for clothes and let him be satisfied.

There was a bang on the bedroom door. Gerard groaned and stopped chewing on me. He walked over to the door and unlocked it. He opened it slightly and poked his head out.
"Yea?" he asked.
"You guys ready yet?" replied Mikey.
Gerard looked at me in my underwear and smiled. He turned back to Mikey.
"Nah, Bonnie's still gotta do her makeup." said Gerard.
I quickly yanked a low cut black top on. It had an opening that ended just under my chest.
"Well hurry up, you know we're gonna get moaned at if we're late again." said Mikey.
"Yea, I know. Whatever." Gerard said whilst shutting the door.
"Were you late last time?" I asked.
"Yea," he answered. "it was that day that I over slept, remember?"
"Oh yea, you naughty boy." I smiled.

I turned around to Gerard and headed to the drawers. I pulled out a pair of denim shorts and stepped in them. I buttoned them up and grabbed my makeup bag.
"Woah! Baby!" cried Gerard.
"I've only just noticed, but you're kinda exposed in that top!" he complained.
"What? Why?" I asked, looking down at my define cleavage.
"Look at it, babe. I don't want you wearing that." he frowned.
"Why not? It's just a fucking top!" I cried.
He groaned and laid back on the bed. I sat in front of the mirror applying my makeup as Gerard watched me.
"Can't you find another top?"
"Why you telling me what to wear, babes?" I said, glancing at him.
"Baby girl," he said, sitting up on the edge of the bed. "there's fucking pervs out there. I don't want them looking you up."
"I'm gonna be in the car then the studio, it's not as if I'm fucking shopping!" I said angrily.
"I don't fucking care. There's dodgy guys at the studio, too." he moaned.
"Shut up! I'm wearing it, final!" I said with a frown.
"Fuck sake!" sighed Gerard.

He continued to watch me from the bed. He later stood up and sat behind me on the floor in front of the mirror. His legs were either side of me and his hands nested in my lap.
"I love you, Bonnie baby." he said softly, kissing my cheek.
"You can wear it, but if you feel you're getting any dodgy looks, tell me, babe."
I smiled at him and zipped up my makeup bag. I stuck it behind the mirror then leaned back on to his lap. I moved his hands up to my breasts. H broke the kiss and began kissing my neck as I groaned.

"Gerard and Bonnie!"
We heard Mikey call from downstairs. We both laughed.
"Oops!" I giggled
"I think we better go." smiled Gerard.
We both stood up and walked out the door.
Gerard peered over the banister at Mikey.
"Fucking hell! Don't get your knickers in a twist!" yelled Gerard.
Mikey gave him the middle finger as we reached the bottom of the stairs.
"What have you two been doing?" asked Mikey.
"Getting fucking ready." said Gerard.
"What? It's 9:29AM," I added. "that's the time we're leaving anyway."
"It doesn't take a fucking hour to get dressed." smiled Alicia and shook her head.
Gerard smiled at her then at me.
"Well, what do you expect? You know what we're like." he said.
"Yea we do!" laughed Mikey.
"And for that, you're driving, Gerard 'cos I can't be asked."
"Ah, man. Whatever. Like I care!" sighed Gerard.
He came from the kitchen as he threw the car keys up in the air and caught them.
"Let's go!"
He held his hand out to me and I instantly grabbed it. I settled my fingers in between his and smiled.

Linzi Sky.

Chapter 4 continued

Mikey and Alicia were ahead, walking to the car. The headlights flashed as Gerard unlocked it. I climbed into the front, next to Gerard. He started the car and pulled away from the house. I placed my hand on his thigh then slid it round between his legs. He looked at me and giggled.
"Baby girl." he whispered under the talk coming from Mikey and Alicia in the back.

When we got to the studio, Gerard parked the car and turned the engine off. Mikey and Alicia were the first ones to get out. Gerard picked up my hand up from his thigh as our lips met between the front seats. We both leaned in and wrapped our arms around each other.
"I love you, baby girl." Gerard said softly as he stopped the kiss.
"I love you, too, babes." I replied, stroking his cheek.
"Remember what I said about that top, babe." he said whilst opening the car door and stepping out.

I laughed to myself and looked down at the top, realising he was right. I stepped out of the car and walked round to Gerard. I grabbed his hand as we walked towards the studio where Mikey and Alicia were standing outside. They were talking to Ray and Frank.
"Baby?" I said, still looking ahead of me.
"Yea?"
"I think you're right, can I borrow your hoodie?" I asked.
Gerard laughed as he unzipped his black hoodie revealing a black t-shirt underneath. He hung it over my shoulders and I pushed my arms through. I zipped it up just as we got to the studio.
"Hey, man!" Ray said as Gerard casually hugged him.
"Hey, how ya doing?" asked Gerard.
"I'm good, thanks." replied Ray when he saw me behind Gerard.
"Hey, Bonnie." he smiled, hugging me.
"Alright." I replied.
"How're you guys?" he asked.
"We're awesome." answered Gerard.
He grinned at me and held my hand again.
"I'm gonna go say hi to Frank." I said, slipping my hand free from Gerard's.
I sat on the wall by Alicia as Frank looked at me.
"Hi, Bonnie." he said, raising his hand.
"Hey, how're you?" I asked.
"I'm fine. Jamia's kinda ill at the moment though," he explained. "she was sick this morning."
"Ooh. Be prepared, Frank!" I joked.
"If she was pregnant, I'd be the luckiest man on earth." he laughed.
All of a sudden, Alicia snapped to attention.
"Who's pregnant?" she asked.
Frank laughed and puffed on his cigarette.
"No one's pregnant. Jamia was sick this morning and Bonnie was implying that she might be pregnant." he said.
"Oh." Alicia sighed.

Frank started talking to Mikey as I noticed that Alicia looked miserable.
"What's wrong?" I asked her.
"Nothing." she lightly grinned then stared back at the ground.
"What's wrong, Alicia?" I said again.
I put my hand on her back as she shook her head.
"Nothing's wrong, Bonnie. I'm fine." she smiled.
Mikey then came over and sat next to her. He put his arm around her and hugged her. I looked at them as I stood up. I made my way over to Gerard, who was still talking to Ray.
"Hey, babe." he said, wrapping me in his arms.
"Hey," I replied, watching Mikey and Alicia still.
"Ray said that we should go out for a drink sometime, babe." said Gerard.

Various thoughts were going through my mind. I wanted to know what was wrong with Alicia. She was my best friend.
"Babe?"
The unbelievable things that came to my head. I was really worried about her. But I knew I'd be worried about nothing.
"Babe?"
Mikey would never hurt Alicia. He loved her.
"Babe?" Gerard said loudly. He suddenly snapped me out of my train of thought. Ray laughed as I faced Gerard and smiled.
"You alright?" he asked.
"Yea sure. Why wouldn't I be?" I replied.
Gerard's face became contorted. He looked at Ray then back at me.
"Ray said that we should go for a drink sometime." he repeated. I turned to Ray then smiled.
"Great. When?" I asked.
"Umm, maybe sometime next week? Wednesday?" answered Ray.
"Cool, will be looking forward to it. We ain't been out in a while." I said, glancing at Gerard.

Ray smiled and continued talking with Gerard. I started to daydream as every noise that surrounded me, blanked out. I let my mind wonder. I had no focused vision whilst gazing at the ground in front of me. I was still protected by the barrier of Gerard's arms. My hands were locked into his.
We were standing outside the studio for quite a while which seemed pretty strange since we were told to be there at 10AM.
"What are we waiting for?" I asked, interrupting Ray and Gerard mature conversation about recent comics.
"Oh uh, Bob's not here yet." answered Gerard.
"We've got to wait for him, as usual." added Ray with a giggle.
"Oh. Well, I'm gonna go in, it's too hot out here." I sighed, pointing to the black wedged open door that Alicia has just gone through.
Gerard pressed me again him and kissed my forehead.
"I'll see you in there then," he said, releasing me from his grip. "that's when Bob eventually gets here that is, babe." he laughed.

I trekked up the stairs and pushed open the grey studio door. I entered the dull room that was full of amps and stands. I then saw Alicia resting on the couch against the wall.
"Hey, Alicia." I said, walking towards the couch and taking a place beside her.
"Hey, girl." she smiled whilst lifting her head up from her arm that was dangling over the side of the couch.
"How're you?" I asked.
"I'm still fine, Bonnie." she laughed.
"Oh, c'mon. You're my best friend." I cried. "I know there's something wrong."
"Well, there is one thing. None's here and I know you can keep a secret," she quietly said.
"Course," I added.
Alicia sat up fully as she looked at her lap.
"I'm scared, Bonnie." she sobbed.
"About what?" I whispered, rubbing her back.
She looked up at me then paused for a moment.
"I'm pregnant, but I'm worried that I'll miscarry again, like last time." she explained, with teary eyes.
"Oh, Alicia. You can't keep thinking about the past." I softly said.
"I've had to cope with what happened to me and you really shouldn't keep thinking about it." I said.
"I moaned at Mikey for saying that, but what if I have another miscarriage?" she said, wiping her tears away.
"Don't think about the 'what if's'. Think about what you're little babies gonna look like. If it's a boy or girl and what you're gonna call it." I smiled.
Alicia smiled back.
"I didn't know whether I should tell anyone or not, in case anything happened."
"Oh, honey. Mikey's gonna take great care of you, I'm sure. You'll be amazing parents." I smiled and hugged her.
I looked at her as my smile grew.
"I'm so happy for you two. Congratulations!" I giggled.
We both hugged again as we heard the guys from the stairs.
"Woah. What's the celebration?" cried Frank.

Mikey popped out from behind Frank and looked at Alicia, who stood up gleaming. She stood next to Mikey with her hand behind his back.
"Me and Mikey are gonna have a baby!" she announced.
They both smiled at each other and Mikey laughed with joy as they hugged.
By now, Ray, Bob, Frank and Gerard were crowded round Mikey and Alicia.
"Woah, nice one!" cried Gerard as he hugged Mikey.
Gerard then hugged Alicia as he glanced over at me. I was still sitting on the couch whilst everyone congratulated them.

I was staring at the floor when I felt Gerard's hand on my thigh.
"Hey, baby girl" he smiled.
I continued to stare at the floor.
"Baby?" he snapped.
He moved his head in front of me. I glanced at his eyes then at the guys, who were still crowded and talking.
"You alright?" he asked.
I nodded and moved towards him for a hug.
"Are ya sure?" he whispered, squeezing me tighter.
"Yo! Gerard, we need you!" shouted Frank.
"Hang on!" he shouted back.
"You sure you're okay?" he asked as he looked me in the eyes.
"Yes, baby." I replied.
"Now go. They need you."
Gerard gave me one last hug before kissing me on my lips and regrouping with the others. As I watched him go off, I caught sight of Alicia. She smiled at me and I smiled back. I patted the couch beside me to indicate for her to come over. She galloped over and sat down.
"Thanks so much, Bonnie." she grinned.
She hugged me as tight as she could.
"No problem, hon." I replied. "But what exactly did I do?"
She laughed and looked at me.
"You're just a really great friend and honestly, you're the best I've ever had." she explained.
I lightly laughed and tucked my hair behind my hair. We both sat back on the couch, watching the guys practice.
"I can't believe it's taken Mikey this long." she laughed.

I looked at Alicia then at her stomach. I pulled my legs up on the couch after kicking my shoes off. If I'd said I wasn't jealous of Alicia, I would have been lying. I rested my head on the arm of the couch as I focused my sight on Gerard, who was leaning on the microphone stand. I scanned his body until my eyes dropped to the floor. I would of given anything to have a baby.