Chapter Three.
The hospital allowed both Constable Malkins and Rosenbergen to visit frequently. The 'big lead' had been cuffed, questioned and presented with a cold cell for the remainder of the week. The car in question was found dumped at the bottom of Hudson lake after residents of the near area had been woken by the screeching of tires and the sound of the car submerging. After eating a breakfast which could not be described as 'edible' Scott came by to announce that he'd dropped Rose off at her camp for the week a little early and Dad was catching up on some sleep.
"So you feeling alright?" asked Scott, dropping down into a seat, leaning forward and pinching a few grapes from the vine which lay in a bowl next to my bedside.
"It doesn't hurt as much," I picked up the floaty material of my hospital gown, "I'm hating this though."
Scott laughed, "Makes a change from seeing you in all the black though; guessing you've not been wearing as much now you're back at Rutger's though, right?"
I rolled my eyes. "Oh yes, because with Tia and Mallery wearing black band shirts is really allowed," I drawled sarcastically. I flicked the ring in my nose, "They barely tolerate this."
Scott tapped the side of his lip. "What about that?"
"Take it out as soon as I get there - Doctor Harris doesn't know I've put it back in, apparently it could cause some reaction from the medicine," I shrugged, "But I'm good, you know me, four by four."
"Did you see the guy? What's his name, Iero?"
"Yeah - he seems like a pretty cool guy when he's conscious. He's in a band."
Scott winked, "Just your type. Do I need to go give the brotherly speech to him?"
"Ugh, the one where you promise to break every bone in his body if he hurts me? No thanks." I snorted and lay back against my pillows. "I said I'd go see him today though. Just to talk and stuff," I added after seeing the look Scott shot at me. There was silence for a few seconds, I stared at the ceiling and occasionally looked at Scott who played with his laces.
"Hey, Livvy?"
"Yeah Scott?"
"Why'd you do it? With Tia and Mallery, I mean, why'd you put up with them?"
I thought about it for a few short seconds. Honestly, why do I put up with them? It was a miracle that they'd even been granted a place at Rutgers for their scholastic ability. They were the opposite of me; at age sixteen they'd be going to Senior parties, getting drunk and swimming in the pools of the rich kids whilst I stayed at home, babysat Rose or went with Scott to one of his friend's bands shows. I'd never tried with Tia or Mallery until we hit junior year. "Because it's what Mom would have wanted."
There was silence and then, "Yeah. I guess - Mom always wanted you to try harder with those two. Just - don't kill me if I tell you this okay? I think that you've changed a little with being around them. You're more quiet, a bit more reserved. You get me?"
Slowly, I glanced at him and nodded.
He carried on, "Dad doesn't know - he only truly came home after Mom died. And Rose was too little to notice and Dad was always running his flights. I think I'm the only one who's noticed."
"Yeah."
"I uh, brought you something," Scott bent down and reached into his bag, pulling out a CD player and a handful of CD's. Handing them to me, he unravelled the earphones and placed them next to my side. I carefully flicked through the CD's:
My War, Best Of Bowie, Low, Out Of Step, Forty Hour Train Back To Penn. I grinned up at him and he smirked, "I didn't think they'd let me bring the boombox but still - there you go."
"Thanks Scottie."
He shrugged his shoulders and pulled on his beige jacket, "Thought you'd want something to keep you sane in here. Anyways, Dad'll be picking you up tomorrow at six-thirty, all right?" He placed a kiss on my cheek, "Get some sleep 'sis." He moved towards the door, "And before I forget, Bowie's song sounds pretty fitting right now, doesn't it?"
I cocked a brow.
"Always crashing in the same car," said Scott with a rogue grin, "Bye Liv."
Waving a hand in acknowledgement, I watched as he left before taking hold of the CD player, pressing the eject button and snorting as one of Scott's Motley Crue CD's came into view. I switched the CD's over and inserting Low. After adjusting the headphones and placing the buds in my ears, I pressed my thumb down on the triangular play button and sighed as I heard the familiar sounds come through the speakers, Bowie's voice drifting me off peacefully.
Every chance, every chance that I take
I take it on the road
Those kilometers and the red lights
Never looking left or right
Oh, but I'm always crashing in the same car
"Hey you," I said that afternoon as I opened the door into room 654A. Frank was sitting on his bed, sheets of paper surrounding him and I listened to the steady flow of the heart monitor once again; the speed had picked up from last time. Frank looked up, grinned as he spotted me and waved over to a chair. Following his instruction, I sat down, placing the CD player on my lap. Frank looked over at it,
"Hey - what are you listening to?"
"The Movie Life, well I was," I rambled, "But I decided to come see you like I said."
"Well that's good," said Frank slyly, "I feel special now. I spoke to the nutjob earlier - you'll be leaving tomorrow right?"
"Nutjob?"
"Harris." He said simply.
My mouth formed a perfect 'O' shape and I nodded, "My Dad will be picking me up tomorrow night - did your parents just leave?"
"Yeah," said Frank, "About ten minutes ago. My Mom sat and practically wanted to castrate me for getting someone else hurt." He shot me an apologetic glance, "I'm still sorry about that. But my Dad just shook his head like he expected it. He's dropping my Mom off home now I think. I reckon that's the longest they've been in the same room for the past eight years. They're divorced," He added after seeing my confused look.
"What do your parents do?"
"My dad's a drummer, he's worked for bands and a tonne of other stuff like that, it's pretty neat, I think he counted on me being a drummer like him, and my Mom she's pretty much a homemaker. What about your dad?"
"Dad retired after Mom died. He was a Fed-Ex pilot, he was hardly ever home. My parents never really divorced but they couldn't carry a relationship when he was flying off to Japan or Europe every day. They separated when I was about nine. God that's almost ten years." I realised as I rested my head in my hands, "I didn't know time went that fast."
"Hey," said Frank as he peered over from his bed, "I didn't notice that before," he pointed to my wrist, "What does it say? Bre- Brea? Whose Brea?"
I giggled and showed him the rest of my the tattoo, "It say's 'breathe' I had it done when I turned eighteen. Dad went ballistic of course even though Scott has dozens."
"Scott?"
"My older brother." I saw realisation hit his eyes and he gestured over to the walkman.
"What you got?" I showed him the CD and he nodded in approval. "Good album. So Oliva - Liv, can I call you Liv?" I nodded, "Do other people call you Liv?" Again, I nodded, "Okay, we need something different then. I'm not one for following trends uh... Ol-liv-ee-a... Olive-ee-a. Vee, can I call you Vee?"
"You'd be the first."
"Great," commented Frank, "So, 'Vee' tell me more about you. Y'know, all the likes, the hates, favourites, least favourites and stuff. What's your favourite color?"
"Aqua."
"Really?" Frank looked surprised, "I took you for more of a green person."
"Aqua is a shade of green."
Frank wrinkled his nose, "I always thought it was blue?"
I shrugged, "Who knows."
"Not me, okay so favourite food?"
"Pasta."
Frank nodded in appreciation, "Kind?"
I grinned, to most, my favourite flavour was considered 'grossly disturbing' but I liked it, "Cheese and Brocolli." From one glance at Frank, I knew he'd be no different. "That's fucking nasty," He wrinkled his nose, "Okay, favourite past times."
"Getting into car accidents?" I offered innocently. Frank grimaced and buried his face in his hands.
"Man, I'm still so sorr-"
"Hey!" I cut him off, "I'm not mad or angry or anything. Malkins made us watch the tape remember? If you hadn't have swerved, you'd probably be dead."
"But - "
I mimed sticking cellotape across my mouth, "Zip it." I told him firmly, "Had that idiot actually bothered to call a cab, we'd both be at Rutgers attending classes and seeing as I hadn't finished by Bio paper, I'm pretty thankful for that."
Frank shuffled forward on his bed and flashed me a weak smile. There was a knock at the door and both Doctor Harris, Sandra and two other nurses entered the room. The gathered proffessionals took one look at us and Harris shook his head at the pair of us, and through the silence, I knew that he was referring to the apparent body jewellery on our facial skin. Harris took one step forward, picked up the files of Frank from the edge of his bed and gestured to the others to leave the two of us in peace. As they did so, I looked at Frank who seemed to be deep in thought. "Hey - you okay?"
[continued in next post.]