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CHAPTER FOUR:
GERARD'S P.O.V
I opened the door and walked into the room. He was laying in the bed, his back turned to me. He looked miserable. I sat on the bed beside him, touching his shoulder.
"Frank, I need to talk to you about something." I said to him.
"Gerard, if it's about that kiss, I said that I'm sorry." his back was still facing me.
"No, Frankie, don't apologize." I said. "Turn around and look at me."
He turned around to face me, his eyes were red, and it looked like he had been crying. I gasped. Am I hurting him that bad? I thought.
"Come on, sit up." I said softly, taking his hand and helping him up. I then took him in my arms. I hated seeing him looking so miserable. I especially hated that I caused it.
"Gerard, why...why are you being so gentle with me?" He asked.
I didn't say anything, I just sat there, holding him. He felt so warm, I loved having him in my arms and I didn't want to let go. He lifted his head off my shoulder and looked at me.
"Gerard?"
I looked into his eyes, deciding to make the first move. "Frankie, I love you."
"What?" He said, pulling away from me completely.
I looked at him. "I love you, I'm in love with you."
"I love you, too, but what about Olivia? You guys are in love."
I shook my head. "No, she's in love with me. Frank when you kissed me, I liked it. I felt more in that short kiss then I ever felt being with her."
I took him into my arms again.
"Gerard, I want to be with you." he said, resting his head on shoulder.
"I want to be with you too."
FRANKS P.O.V
I layed on his shoulder as he held me. I was so happy to be in his arms and to know that he wanted me as much as I wanted him. I love him, and now I know he loves me too. I decided that it was time for me to go further.
"Will you go out with me?" I blurted out.
He looked at me as I pulled my face away from his shoulder. At first I thought he was going to say no, I thought he was upset. Then, his face softened and he gave my body a gentle squeeze.
"Frankie, I love you. There is no doubt in my mind that I do. This may be kind of hard at first, but I am willing to make it work. So, yes, I will go out with you."
I smiled, finally happy to be with the man I have wanted since the day I met him. I kissed him, and instead of just sitting there like he had in the car that day, he kissed back.
When we finally pulled apart, I giggled a little.
"I love you, Gerard."
"I love you too, baby." He said to me, laying down and pulling me with him. My heart skipped a beat. He called me baby. Not Frank, not Frankie. Baby. I was so happy with him. I fell asleep in his arms that night, happy at last.
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