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Part 2
“Gerard” the boy spoke, his teeth’s were super tiny, that was really cute as well. Oh he spoke, what did he say again?
“I’m sorry?” I said, feeling kind of stupid that his beauty stunned me so much that I hadn’t catch his words.
“My name is Gerard, and I’m doing fine thanks” he said and scratched the blond part of his hair.
“Oh how nice, if you’ll excuse me for a moment” I said, I had to tell my assistant, wish name is Bernard by the way, that I want that boy, jerry was it?
I walked over to Bernard, he stood not so far away from me, with watcheye eyes, prepare to interfere if some crazy fan should attack.
“Hey Bernie, I’ve made up my mind” I said to him.
“So soon? You haven’t even seen the boys I’ve picked for you!” Bernard said surprised.
“Well they have to wait until the next concert, I want M. snowwhite over there, with black and blond hair” I said and throw my head in the direction of the boy.
Bernard’s eyes got wide and he started to smile
“Seriously? That ugly one over there?” he covered his mouth to hide his giggle. I did not understand what he had meant. I turned to see if there were any other boys with whit skin and black/blond hair, I could see no others than, um, Jarred?
“It’s unusual of you Frank to pick one of the ugly one’s out of pity” was Bernard’s newt remark.
I got a bit irritated, there was nothing wrong with…. Uh…. That boy.
“I want him so shut up and give him to me” I said, okay maybe that sounded a bit like a child in a toy store, but that was basically what groupies were to. Oh and spoiled child in my case, cause I always got what I wanted.
“If you say so” Bernard said and walked towards, him.
I smiled content to myself and left the building to the disappointment of the rest of the fans. I walked straight to my bus, feeling really good, Yes Jersey had given me the best one! I hope he is not a disappointment in bed, cause if he is good at that to I may consider him as a regular groupie.
Someone knocked the door. Oh yeah here comes tonight’s sex-toy! I had decided that I would seduce this man, and really play with him, not the usual fuck right away.
I stood in my black Adidas sweatpants, maybe not the sexiest but it was easy to get rid of it. I had no t-shirt on, I’ve skipped that step today.
I walked over to the door and opened it, looking as sexy as I could.
“Oh” I let surprised out when I saw that it was my bus driver and not the hot guy.
“Sorry boss just came to say that your next show tomorrow is in the morning so we’ll be driving all night. So if you were having a special guest over now he would have to stay all night” my bus driver said.
Oh well that was not so bad, I don’t have anything against fucking that guy more than once.
“Okay thank you” I said but I did not pay attention to my bus driver, cause I could see the hot guy walking towards the bus.
Oh I was lucky that he was gay or bi, actually no one, not even if they’re straight, could say no to have a little fun with me.
My bus driver saw that I was staring in another direction so he turned to see what I was looking at. He let out a small giggle, and imitated a pig sounds. IDIOT!
“Thank you that was all was it?” I spat at him. He nodded and suppressed a smile as he walked to the driver spot in the buss.
“Hi again” I said as the boy stood in front of me. The boy moved some of his black hair that had blown into his face
“hi” he said and smiled to me, so adorable!
“Come in” I said and stepped a little to the side. I stroke his arm briefly as he walked past me, a little teasingly.
The boy were wearing a Leather mouth t-shirt and a pair of worn out jeans, and Convers. Simple but hot, I liked his style.
I closed the bus door, and the bus started to rumble. My bus driver started to drive, and took us to the next concert location.
I walked over to the boy, if I still had had my lip ring I would definitely have played with it now. Why did I remove it again? It was such a good move to play with it, kind of teasingly; maybe I’ll get a new one someday.
I stopped right in front of the boy; my left hand flew to his hair, while my right hand was holding his hip. Our upper bodies did not touch; I wanted him to crave for me.
“You know why you are here right?” I whispered seductively into his ear. I napped his earlobe slightly with my teeth’s and made a really low moaning sound, just high enough for him to hear it since he were this close to me.
I smiled to myself; I bet he was turned on already!
“I’m not gonna have sex with you Mr. Sex machine” the boy said, his voice were steady as a rock, my actions had not affected him. No wait what? He said what!? And did he call me sex machine? God he made that sound so stupid!
I moved away from him “Excuse me?” I said, I probably heard wrong.
“You heard me right Frank, I’m not gonna have sex with you, and it’s horrible of you to even think of having sex with me” he said. FUCKING IDIOT!
“What the fuck!? why did you agree on getting onto my bus then!? Asshole” I said angry, fuck this bastard had tricked me, and I could not just stop the bus and go back to get another boy!
“Because I love you” he said, his eyes got even wider and sweeter.
“Why don’t you let me fuck you then?” I asked bitter, and yeah sure he loved me.
“Because, I love you and then it would just hurt even more when you throw me of while my ass is still sore tomorrow” the boy said.
I growled, I picked up a t-shirt and put it on, then I walked over to the bed, I threw myself on it and tried to pretend that the stupid boy was not there.
Another one that ‘loved me’, fuck they don’t know the meaning of love at all!
The stupid boy walked over to the bed as well, I turned my back on him. I could feel that he sat down in the bed, MY bed, he should not enter it without my permission.
“Hey, Mr. sex machine” he said, idiot, “do you even remember my name?” he asked.
“No, tell me again if it pleases you” I grunted to him uninterested, but I had to stay with him through the whole night, maybe I should try to seduce him like really hard, then maybe he would give in.
“Only if you wish to hear it” the boy said, I turned to look at him, and he gave me and evil smirk.
“Okay I wish to know please tell me” I said, sarcasm dripping from every word.
“Gerard, but to you It’s Honey, sugar, sweetheart, darling or babe” he said.
Was this boy mocking me?! Or did he dear me to hit on him? I’ll go for the last one.
I sat up and crawled over to him, standing on all four in front of him.
“Okay then Babe” I said and pecked his lips. Normally I waited for the toy to kiss me, but this one was really different from everyone I had met before so I smoothed up a bit.
Gerard (HAH I remembered!) lifted his hand and buried it in my hair. He kissed me back, only a peck though, I tried to force my tongue inside his mouth, but he kept it firmly shot. Instead he bit my under lip softly with his small teeth’s, his tongue slip over the part of my lip that he had in between his teeth’s. Fucking teas!
He let go and I pulled back, I would not beg more than I already had for a proper kiss from this guy. Or at least not just yet.
Gerard smiled widely to me, he looked like a teenager girl in love, and his big smile melted my metal heart a bit.
“Thank you” he said and blushed slightly. Okay he is really cut!
“Your welcome honey” I said and sat myself in the same position as he sat. Back supporting against the wall and legs stretched out on the bed.
Then some minutes of silence passed by, it was really embarrassing, I had no idea what to do! I had not meat anyone that didn’t give in on me at once for years! This boy somehow managed to equalize the power, he had as much power over me as I had over him. I did not get how he did it, but it just felt that way.
“Yo sex machine” Gerard spoke, why, Oh why do he have to refer to me as sex machine!? He makes me feel so stupid when he says that!
“Can you stop calling me that, why do you even call me that?” I grumpily said
“Because you are like a machine having sex with everyone, without any feelings, just like a machine. And sure I can stop calling you sex machine if it bothers you that I call you sex machine” Gerard mocked me. I crossed my arms, and I ignored the first thing he had said. A little pause again.
“Ssssex machine” Gerard said and turned his head to me. I turned my head to him to. I wanted to say something snappy, but he looked so incident that I could not.
“Fuck you” was the only thing I said, and then I turned my gaze out to the room again.
“On no you won’t, at least not without feelings” Gerard said.
God he annoyed me!
“What’s up with all this talk about feelings!? Sex is sex, it has nothing to do with feelings!” I spat,
Gerard looked at me with a look like he was pitying me, it bugged me.
“Frankie sex is the most wonderful way to show love. You have sex with the person you love because you want to give that person the best possible feeling, not because sex is sex” he told me, like a teacher would teach away that 2 plus 2 equals 4.
I did not replay to him, mostly because I did not know what to say.
“All the persons that you have had sex with, all the groupies, you have done one of the worst thing that a person can do to them” he continued, no that was not true at all!
“That’s not true! They clearly enjoyed it! And when they agreed on being fucked, they also agreed on getting dumped” I said to him the same thing I used to say to myself if I had a little bad conscience.
Gerard shook his head “those people have sex with you because they love you, because they think that they can make you like them if they let you fuck them hard enough. Sex is the deepest thing you can do with a person, and when you just fuck them and throw them of the bus they feel abused. You have taken the most precious thing from them and smashed it into the wall like it was shit”
Why did Gerard have to make me feel like shit!? They agreed! It’s not my foul!
“If you ever have loved someone that did not love you back, but instead broke your heart, then you know how all the persons you have fucked feel, just worse” Gerard just wouldn’t stop!
“I’m a rock star!” was all I could figure out to say, I really did not know what else to answer.
“That’s not good enough by far and you know that” he made me feel bad about myself again.
I really didn’t like this feeling, this ugly feeling I got inside, my conscience turning really bad, I could no longer hide beneath my excuse, cause Gerard was crushing it down with new arguments all the time that I could not answer.
And what more, this boy did not seem like a normal fan-boy. He was not freaking out about being in the same room as me, he did not bow into the dust for me, he acted totally normal! Well I had seen some school-girl-in-love tendencies at him, but that was still not how it usually was.
“Whatever I don’t care, I’m tired I need sleep, big show tomorrow, you can sleep wherever you want” I said and lay down, turning my back on Gerard.
my mind kept on shouting LIAR LIAR LIAR! Cause I know it was not true when I said I didn’t care, I did actually, Gerard’s words had made their marks on me and I did not like it, I did not like it at all.
“God night sweetie” Gerard said, he bended down and kissed my cheek swiftly. It tickled in my belly and I wished he could do it again. Fuck, was I starting to fall for this irritating boy?
“Sex machine” got whispered from Gerard.
No definitely not falling for him, he’s just an annoying bug that tries to fuck up my life.
Sex machine my ass.