YAY! where are you waiting for send me send me send me both! PLEASEQW

hahha yes I did...but you sure you wanna read that chapter even if you didn't read the previous ones?
Also the thing is...it's not just one chapter. There's one when they try but things don't go too well. Then like I think 2 chapters later it finally happens *nods*
So dunno, tell me. If you wanna read those two chapters i can send them.

Hey yekith I was wondering, about your story. Did you write the 'slash' all the way yet? if so can you please send me? I don't wanna sound like a perve but I am so curious how you would write that:P

X Nuky

I have...71 chapters written. I didn't send more because really, I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I post it in...4 sites and for each I was in different parts of the story (now I made one of the sites wait until it was the same as in Live Journal and soon it'll be the same here cause I ran out of beta-ed chapters) So I get really dizzy with this and I just forget to post and send everywhere :/

In my case right now it's not just the thing that I'm gonna miss the fic and the characters, That's true, but I also wanna end it and not to write a chaptered fic ever again (honestly, it's too much work and I go too crazy over them) But it terrifies me because my head's a mess and I don't know how to organize all the ideas for the end. Don't know how many chapters it should be, what to include in each. gahh! I get desperate and don't wanna write anymore! I'm sooo lost!

Owh girl I so speak your language! I know so damn well THAT feeling. Like a month or something back I had way to much free time. Free time is bless, untill I have to much of it. Than I get bored and I can't write anymore and then I feel guilty and hate myself and everything turns bad!
And I so know the shitty feeling of knowing your story is nearly over. It hurts and it's mixed up, you know?Because yo uare going to finnish something you put so much time effort and yourself in it. It's a good thing, but it feels so fucking bad. Really I once really finished a story, a long one. My first english story *goes emo* and I putted so much time and energy and thoughts and insanity *yeah it's my thing* in it that I couldn't let my characters go. *back then I was really really obsessive, even worse than now* and I immidatly started thinking of a sequal.
So if you need to cry/hate/scream because you are finishing I am here for you because I know how much it sucks.
How many chapters do you have right now btw, because I havent read anymore for a while.

X *huggging* Nuky

You're welcomed! *hugs* I just...know how it feels. I go crazy about my fic many times, worry too much, think too much. Sometimes I just can't write or I don't want to write and I don't even have a justification. I do nothing, i have lots of free time. That kinda makes me feel worse because writing is one of the only things I do and sometimes I can't even do that! Now it's reeeeally bad cause the fic's almost over. I have like...around 4 chapters to go and it...terrifies me :/

I think you're doing great, don't doubt yourself so much. And don't worry when you can't update too often. If people like the fic (and we SURELY do) they (we) will always be there when you post

*more hugs*

Thanks Yekith for your comment. I really really needed some suport and understanding because I am the worst biggest wuss with updating. the what if always kills me and I'm always 90% sure something sucks, ya know? I might notound very enthousiastic but I really am Í am just working to lot and I dont have much time for anything called a life. Pluse it's LATE here and i should be asleep(A)
Thanks so much hunny, your the best!

X X X Nuky

hahaha I don't know, someone who felt like spamming, I guess? It just made me laugh xD

hey no problem I know how it's like to be so busy you forget hlf of the things you need to do. So no hard feelings. I was planning to read your whole story again but I haven't had found any time yet. (fuck my social life!)
and wtf is this ass beneath bitching about?!

I just found the pic from my banner and remembered!
This is the real pic (well, a screen cap) http://img392.imageshack.us/img392/7...fbb116eva9.jpg
I got the glasses from this one, though: http://img299.imageshack.us/img299/3116/editedkp4.jpg

Sorry that I haven't been sending chapter, the fic's been driving me crazy lately and I'm so brain dead that I forget things all the time, now I don't even know which chapter i sent last... :/

*hugs*